Jeg gjør det. Det er jo ingen (andre enn den fantastiske Sarenka) som leser dette her når jeg skriver noe norsk, og det føles litt bortkasta. Samtidig klarer jeg ikke å sette i gang.
Jeg trenger at noen sparker meg i bakdelen(haha) og får meg til å gjøre noe, tror jeg. I hvert fall, jeg har religion og orker ikke gjøre oppgaver. Mas på meg, vær så snill?
So. It's a new year, I suppose it's time for some resolutions?
But I'm not in a very creative mood right now, and all I can come up with is this:
To be more true to myself in the new year, and dare to do what I really want, not just hide myself behind whatever is nearby. I mean, it's very loose, isn't it? It's not like, I'm going to lose ten pounds or whatever, cause I can't ever do that. But on the other hand, if I actually manage to make this resolution, it's kind of healthy, I think.
Because there's a lot of wishes and hopes packed up in that sentences. Maybe I could somehow manage to fulfil a couple of those.
I hope that everyone gets a really nice new year, filled with everything that they want. (Wow, not very specific today, are we?)
~Vellie
Yay! xD I think I've cut off about half of my hair, maybe a bit more. I had a lot of hair, it was getting too much, actually. So I went to the hairdresser, and now I'm really happy!
It's just so bouncy! It curls slightly, now that it's no longer so heavy, and I can make these really cute ponytails. I'm going to buy hairclips, and I'm not sure if I'll ever change my hairstyle again. Or I will, I'll get tired of it, but you know, I say this anyway...
Happy happy^^
Tell me about 'em and make me feel better.
(Not necessarily your situation, just a general one. What a short post.)
What makes us who we are? This little question has been buzzing around in my head for a long while. What makes us like what we like? When I asked someone this, I got the answer "we do", and of course she is right. But sometimes, when you stumble upon something that just feels so right... I don't think we decide it then. I have this relationship with all things even remotely connected to magic, for instance. Saying I'ver always loved it isn't wrong. I've never not liked it and known of its existance at the same time. And I doubt it has anything to do with inheritance either. Mainly, that would be very depressing, and in my family, everyone has very distinctive interests. I'm not going to answer my own question - I can't. It's too impossible to say xD
I think I'm starting to become more 'me' than I was a while ago. It feels nice. I used to keep this shield, this shell, up around me, making sure no one could see completely who I was. Or, no one is wrong. I'm pretty certain some saw through it, and those are the people I care about the most even today :) But I believe almost everyone got the wrong impression of me before. If someone showed up who hadn't seen me in a few years, they'd think I'd changed radically. But I haven't, I've just got more guts. It's still me, it's just that my little shield has been teared apart, and I'm happy. I like wearing strange earrings and black jackets and converses. I like messing a bit around with jewelry. Listening to music people wouldn't think was me. But it is me. I'm happy. I've got a bunch of people to hang out with, and I feel like I belong. Thanks to all that makes that happen :) (All I need now is to let my nerdy side out a little. Gambit rocks!)
And at last: I don't believe in stereotypes. I'll probably write more about this later, but for now:
If high school stereotypes existed, what would you call:
The black-clad pink haired girl who loves metal, but who has a passion for physics and does really well at school?
The platinum blonde who cares a lot about clothes and make-up, who is popular but is really kind to everyone, no matter what?
The rather normal, popular girl who loves My Chemical Romance?
The girl with glasses who is good at school, listens to rather noisy music, dresses in black and wears orange, square earrings?
The guy who is just like everyone else, and loves Bring It On-movies?
No, stereotypes don't exist. Some are pretty close, but we've all got something different. We're all something more than stereotypes. And yes, all of the people above are people I know or know of. One is me, you should be able to guess who.
And it's getting late, and I'm obviously not at a party. Life sucks :( Oh well. There'll be other chances, I'm sure. But I need a life. If you see one for sale, give me a tip. Good night!
Love you all~
*huggles for all of you reading*