Secret of GAM

Shocking moves

Shocking moves
 

It’s the day before Miki and I will record the Promotion Video of ‘Melodies’.

Melodies will be our second Song that we will release together as the unit GAM.

GAM the shortcut of ‘Great Aya & Miki’ with the meaning of beautiful legs. We were really happy when we heard that we will build a unit together. It’s our friendship unit.
 

Actually, I’m at her place now. I’m staying overnight to learn our lyrics.
 

“Melodies in the Memories ona no ko no reality…I still can’t sing this part together with the following lines…”

“Yeah somehow it’s really embarrassing that when we would sing live this part would be playback…” I sighed.

“Ayaya we have to learn English! Really! Maybe we could sing English lines better then now”

“Without me Tan~ I don’t want to learn other language now”

“Then next year? I don’t want to learn it alone. Pleeease!~” Miki begged.

“Mooo~ why don’t you learn with Ai-chan? She is always walking around with English books”

“Naaah…it’s boring then…”

“Baka…”

“I’m not stupid!” she laughed and punched my shoulder.

“Nee, let’s return to our lyrics ok?”

“Hai…”
 

“Chiisame no shiitsu wo maki tsuketa mama…” I sang.

“Nichiyou no souchou neboke kao…” Miki sang after me.
 

“The song is nice but…”

“But what Aya?”

“Nah…somehow the lyrics are…perverse?”

“Do you think so?”

“Yeah, somehow…look here…” I pointed at one line “My face looks like I’m crying. Ok, you wouldn’t think something here but look here” I pointed at another line “My voice just doesn’t come out. Geez Mikitty…”
 

Miki looked irritated on the lyrics than she looked at me and back again.

“Huh?”

I hit her arm.

“Mikitty!! Ok! To make it clearer to you! You know errrrrrr…hm…this girl who looks like Risa…right?”

“Eh?”

“That girl! Every adult knows her!” I showed Miki the papers of today.
 

Her eyes widened. “Oh…her?”

“Exaaactly…so what I meant was…what was it again?” Damn! I forgot what I wanted to say….
 

“Do you know when she comes on TV?” Miki giggled.

“Mondays at 03:00 a.m. why?” I quickly put my hand against my mouth.

This isn’t true!!! Only ‘thoughts’ NOT ‘reality’!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 

‘Whooops…’ I thought.
 

Miki giggled “So you have watched her?”

“No Mikitty! Let’s stop talking about that! What did I want to say…?”

“You babbled something with Lyrics.”

“Oh yes! So what I mean—“

“I know what you mean now Ayaya” Miki interrupted me giggling like a little kid.
 

Sometimes talking with her is embarrassing…
 

“C’mon let’s stop…tomorrow we only have to move our lips while the music plays.” Miki yawned.

“I hope we only have to move them tomorrow…after we understand the lyrics now…”

Miki giggled again.

“I don’t want to know what you are thinking now!! If it is what I think than STOP it!!” I shouted.
 

“Nee, Do you know what we have to do tomorrow?”

“No. Nobody said anything. We will have to wait until tomorrow”

“Our second single…great isn’t it?”

“Yes. It’s great. We are friends so long now.”

“Yeah first we both were solo singers, than I joined Morning Musume and now we build one unit. “

“So much happened over the years.”

“Somehow our conversations are strange”

“Yeah” I laughed.
 

“Uhaaa haaa…”Miki yawned.

“You’re tired too right?”

She nodded and rubbed her eyes.

“Let’s get ready”
 

We got into the bathroom and cleaned our selves, and then we jumped into our pyjamas.

Every time, doesn’t matter if Miki is sleeping at my place or I’m at hers, we share the same bed. Actually all Hello! Pro. Members do it so. Kind of a ritual.
 

“Did you hear that?” Miki whispered.

“Hm?”

“This noise…”

“I don’t hear anything mikitty” I whispered back.
 

Click, click
 

“There! It’s there again!”

“No”

She turned around to face me.
 

Click, click
 

“Oi!” she cried out.

“Nani?” I laughed.

“You made that noise”
 

“This?” I hit my index finger nail against the other one.

“Baaaka!” she laughed and tickled me.

“O-oii” I cried out.
 

After our fight finished, she rested her head on my shoulder, her left hand rested on my arm.
 

‘M-Miki?’
 

Then I heard lightly snoring sounds. I sighed. Somehow memories came back to my head.
 

‘Nee…What would I do when you get married?’

‘Eh?’

‘I mean, I would be really jealous’

‘Who are you anyway?’
 

‘You know we can’t accept to get any closer’

‘Uhn…right.’
 

I shook my head.
 

“Oi…hold still I’m trying to sleep…” Miki mumbled.

“Ah…Gomen.” I hold on my breath.
 

“…”
 

Then Miki slapped her palms against my cheeks.
 

“Oiii!!!” I shouted.

“Ah…you’re ok. Why are you holding your breath?!”

“Maybe you can sleep better then?”

“Just shut up…” Miki rolled onto her side.

“Eh?”
 

She was sleeping again.
 

‘I- is she angry?’
 

***
 

[[ Morning ]]
 

I felt something heavy on my chest.

Slowly I opened my eyes.
 

‘O-ok…she never did something like this before…’
 

“MIKI!!!!!” I screamed.
 

I felt when her head got up to look what’s wrong. But that wasn’t the only thing I felt. When her head went up to see what’s wrong she hit it against my nose.
 

“Kuso! Ouch…” I cried out.

“Nani?...Oh…I’m sorry!” She jumped on my lap and looked at my nose.

“Am I bleeding???”

She quickly got an tissue and cleaned my nose.

I looked into her eyes. Her eyes were fixed on my nose.

My head moved forward but then I hold it back.

“Huh? Something wrong she asked?”

“Er no! I just…ehm…felt a pain in my back that’s all.” I lied.

“Oh” she said and looked at my still bleeding nose again.
 

‘Gosh…did I?...I wanted to…? I wanted to…kiss her? Damn Aya! Stupid!’ I thought trying to breathe calm.
 

“It stopped. I’m sorry”

I shook my head “Its ok.”
 

“Come let’s get ready we have to go in 1 hour.”
 

Quickly we had a little breakfast and after we finished everything a car picked us up and drove us to the studio.

It’s a dream right?

It’s a dream right?
 

“Ohayou gozaimasu!” Miki and I greeted the Staff Members.

“Good Morning. Here your scripts.” A Staff Member handed us our script.
 

We walked into our dressing room.

“Oho white dresses.”

“Still very short, like the first dress. But beautiful.” I said smiling.

Quickly we got into them.

“Ok Aya. Let’s have a look into the script.”
 

“Girls! We start now.” A staff member came in and took away the scripts.

“Eh but we didn’t read the script yet.” Miki said with a high voice, pointing at it.

“Sorry but we really have to start.” The staff member replied.

I rolled my eyes and stood up from the chair.

“Come on let’s go. We can handle it.”

Miki nodded and we walked into the studio.
 

There was a bed.

I gulped.
 

“Morning Girls. This is your set.” The director said.

“Only this?” My voice sounded high, because of the surprise.

“Yes, it’s easier that way. Ok take your places, act like a couple. You will see you won’t need the script.”

“We even haven’t got a chance to read it…” I muttered.
 

We sat down on the bed. The music started.

“We can handle it Aya, don’t worry.” Miki whispered.

I smiled and nodded. This was work. And I do ‘everything’ to make my work good.
 

I thought this would be terrible but it was really fun. Miki seemed to enjoy it too.

First we made the lying scenes.
 

Miki went with her thumb over my under lip.

“CUT!” the director shouted.
 

“Uwaahh tickling~” I laughed and scratched my lips.
 

Now it was my turn. I had to stroke over Miki’s leg and then put my index finger under her chin to make her looking at me.

I was nervous when I stroked her leg. I thought she would kick me or something or would try to laugh. But she was calm.
 

“Aaand CUT! Great!” the smile on the director’s face was growing.
 

We both had to laugh.

“You really kept calm.” I said.

She nodded and smiled.

“But it tickled a bit.”
 

There were lot scenes of holding hands, looking at eachother and other romantic things. After a 10 minute break the director returned.
 

“Ok, I talked with the staff, we will now make the dance shoot version and then one last scene. The last scene is a bit difficult. But I believe you can handle it.”
 

“Hai~” we answered. I was wondering what this ‘last scene’ is going to be.
 

The dance shoot was really easy. Because there wasn’t much to dance to a calm song like Melodies.

After the dance shoot recording we went back to the bed set and sat down.
 

The director came to us with a serious face.

“Ok. This will be a little difficult but I think you two can handle the last scene. Aya, you have to kiss Miki.”
 

My jaw dropped onto the ground. I shook my head and looked at Miki. She was also very surprised. I felt that she took my hand and didn’t looked at me.

“We c-can handle this too, r-right?” she stuttered.
 

“O-ok.” I replied.
 

“Ready?” the director asked.

We nodded.
 

The camera was starting to film. My heart was jumping like never before.

I placed my hand under Miki’s chin and moved her head towards me.

She closed her eyes slowly.

‘Better do it right Aya…you don’t want to make more takes…’ I thought.

I leaned my head closer as well.

‘Now…ok…stay calm…stay calm…and now…’

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“Hihihihihi”

“Nani?! Baka!” I screamed at the giggling Miki.

“S-sorry but hahaha~”
 

The director sighed. “Ok…places! Take two! And start!”
 

I did everything again.

‘Please~!! Don’t laugh!’ I thought.

My heart began to jump again when my lips were only a few inches away.

‘O-ok…carefully…’

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“Ahhhh!!! Cramp!!! Cramp in my foot!! Itaaaaaiiii!” Miki screamed.
 

DASH!!!
 

“Ouch TAN!!!” I shouted and hold my face.

“I didn’t want to kick you but this cramp…ahh….ouch ouch…” Miki whined.
 

“Fujimoto san? Are you ok now?” the director asked.

“H-hai. Gomen. This time it will work promise!”
 

“OK! Take three! Start!”
 

And again my lips was only a few inches away from her lips. This time she was really calm. I felt it. My heart relaxed. I couldn’t think anymore. I kissed her. My mind was blurred.
 

“Ok. Cut.”
 

“…”
 

“Girls? Cut.”
 

“…”
 

“CUT!”
 

I pushed my head away. Miki did the same.

Quickly I took her hand and dragged her out of the studuio.

“Nice work! Everyone… Arigatou, arigatou.” It was embarrassing.

The staffs were irritated about my behaviour.
 

‘Damn…’ I thought touching my lips with my index and middle finger.

I looked at Miki. She was sitting on the chair and had the same position like me.
 

It was embarrassing. We didn’t realise that we kissed longer. It was my fault wasn’t it? I held her closer after my lips touched hers.

Miki was quiet.

But then, “F-funny…” she said.
 

“Y-yeah” I stuttered and sat down next to her.

“Sugoi…”

“Eh?!”

“Don’t say you didn’t enjoy it?! You must have right?! Because you…--”

“I know what I did Miki!! It was…ok?”

“I didn’t think about that you would hold the kiss longer than expected.”

I blushed. “It was a reflex…”

“But it was funny.”

I smiled a bit.

“Come let’s change and have a drink with the staff.” I said patting on Miki’s shoulder.
 

***
 

After only 1 hour I had my 6th drink. Tonight I was really in the mood for getting drunk. Miki said I should take it easy but she was already drunk too.
 

“Ok. We are all tired. We still have to film other PV’s tonight. You two did a really good job today.” The director said and the Staff was leaving one by another.
 

“Ayaya…we better go now too.”

“You think so? It’s only 10:00 p.m. now…”

“But you are really drunk. I thought I would be drunker than you. Because I am older than you.” Miki giggled.

“Geeeeeez!! Only one year. And you said on your radio show that you want to see me drunk, forgotten that?”
 

Miki thought about what I said.

“Ok! I bet I can drink more than you!” she suddenly asked.

“Yeah?! Ok! Let’s go to my place and make a bet!”

“Ok!!” Miki replied.

We paid and got a taxi that drove us to my apartment.

Why my apartment? It’s nearer and it wouldn’t be good if someone see us drunk and stupid on the street later.
 

“Kanpai!” We both shouted and started to drink one drink after the other.
 

It was a really hard battle against Mikitty. I felt a bit dizzy after my 8th drink.

Miki suddenly stood up and ran into the bathroom.

“Eh?”

I heard noises.

After a while she came out again.

“Are you ok?” I asked.

She nodded and smiled.

“Just had to use the toilet.”

“Puhh…I thought you had to…you know.”

“No!” she laughed.

“Ok we are both winner. We and our stupid games…” I held my forehead because I felt even more dizzier.

“But one point is clear. We have NO chance against Yuko.”

I nodded and laughed.
 

We thought it would be the best to sit on the sofa and watch TV.

Miki had her head on my shoulder.

“Ne…we had fun today.” I said.

She was quiet.

“Miki-tan?”

“Eh? Oh yeah…”

I was able to look at her profile. She really is a beauty.
 

I kept staring at her. I didn’t know why but my eyes were fixed on her all the time.
 

“Do I have something in my face?” she asked suddenly, not looking up.

I shrugged. How did she know?

“How? Did you??”

“I can see you in the screen of the Television.”

“Eh…”

“May I?” she asked pointing at my lap.

“S-sure.”

She placed her head on my lap. No wonder. She was really tired.
 

“Oh look. Our Futarigoto from last year.”

My eyes widened, staring on the screen.

My heart began to beat faster. But I somehow had to stay calm.

“N-nice. Let’s see what is on an other channel yeah?” I stuttered.

“Why? Let’s watch it. It was along time since I saw it.”

“O-ok…”
 

When something stupid happened Miki laughed. I tried to laugh but it failed.

But the scene were I was really frightened of was coming after a break.
 

“Excuse me. Have to go to the toilet.”

Miki sighed and moved her head from my lap to let me stand up.
 

I stood in front of my mirror and had no colour in my face.

“Yosh…go back…NOW! It’s only a stupid futarigoto episode…stupid? No! You can’t say stupid! You had fun! Damn…Aya…don’t be such a fool…” I talked with myself.

I used my weak legs to move back into the living room.
 

Miki was sitting in front of the sofa on the floor.
 

“Tan~ that’s uncomfortable.” I laughed.

I saw that Miki felt a bit irritated because of my sudden change.

I took her hand and helped her up. I seated back onto the sofa and patted on my lap with my hands.

Miki smiled and took her seat on my lap.

We often sit like this.

And then the part of the Futarigoto came.
 

“Nee…Aya-chan. What would I do if you get married?”

“Eh?”

“I mean I would be very jealous…”

“Who are you anyway?”
 

“What are we going to be from now on?”

“Ne…you know we can’t except to get any closer, right?”

“Uhn. Right.”
 

I closed my eyes and waited a bit.

Miki took my hand.

“I’m hungry…” she said and turned around.

“Err, yeah. I will cook something when you like.”

“I want to help you.”

“You?! You only can cook easy things.” I laughed and poked on her nose.

She pouted her cheeks.

I smiled.

“Mo~ Ok!”

“Aya-chan~” Miki shouted in a really playfully and high voice.

“Kyeee~” I shouted back when she hugged me. Ok it was kind of struggling and not hugging.
 

I had two aprons. Maki was coming over often to cook something with me.

No one can beat her in cooking. She really has talent. I’m drooling over her cookies and omelette rice.
 

“So what would you like to cook then?”

“Hmm… maybe…Yakitori?”

“Uhn. Ok.”

It took about 30 minutes.

Yakitori was really easy.
 

We took our plates to the living room and seated us in front of the little table.
 

“Ohhhh! Oishii~” We said at the same time and then we laughed.

“Sugoi ne?”

“Yes. We should do that more often right?”

”Of course! You can teach me some things.” Miki said and fed me some of her yakitori. I did the same afterwards.

Miki smiled and giggled.

“Ah hora…” I said and stroked with my thumb over her right cheek.

“There was a bit sauce…” I said quietly.

“Oh…”
 

Her cell phone rang.
 

“Moshi moshi? Ah Yocchan? Really? Uhn….Ok. ….Bye.”
 

“Aya chan I have a sudden Hello morning recording…I have to go.”

“Oh. Ok.”

“I will send you an e mail when I’m finished ok?”

A smile appeared on my face.

“Ok. Do that.”

Miki smiled.

She moved her head nearer to mine.

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I felt how her hands patted on my cheeks.

“Thought I would kiss ya huh?” She laughed.

I blushed.

“N-No!”

“Bye.”

“B-Bye-“
 

She put on her shoes and looked back; giving me a wink with her eye, she walked outside.
 

I was sitting there and felt really stupid.

“It must be a dream right?”

A weekend in Hokkaido/ Takikawa

A weekend in Hokkaido/ Takikawa
 

It was really late. I wondered why they are recording a Hello! Morning episode at this time.

My laptop was switched on, so that I can see when Miki is finished.
 

Finally after 13 minutes I got an e mail.
 

Aya-chan~

I’ve finished recording. Just something stupid with Ai and Eri…But it was good that Yocchan was there! I can’t handle those kids…

Well I’m driving to my apartment now. I’m tired. I saw that you have a free morning tomorrow, so I want to ask you if you have time tomorrow morning.

Maybe we could go to a café? Because I want to ask you something.
 

Sleep well Aya-chan~

Mikitan~
 

“Oh? Hm…tomorrow?”
 

I quickly wrote back.
 

Oi~

Of course. I will pick you up tomorrow.
 

Sleep well.
 

***
 

“Morning Tan~”

“Ayaya~!”

“Sorry I’m a bit late.”

“Well...I—“

“Let’s go into this café.” I said quickly before Miki could get angry at me.

“Ts…”
 

We walked into the very little café. There weren’t much people.
 

“Morning. Can I get you something?” A young girl asked us when we sat down. She looked really surprised when she saw that there was sitting two really famous girls.
 

“I would have a coffee.” Miki said and smiled.

“Uhm…I will take an orange juice.”
 

“O-ok!” the girl stuttered and went into the kitchen.
 

“So? What do you want to ask?” I asked crossing my arms on the table.

“Well we both got a free weekend right?”

“Right. So?”

“I will go to my Hometown then. Would you like to come with me?”

“Ohhh~ If I don’t make too much trouble sure!”

Miki smiled like a little kid who got a really new and cute teddy bear.

The expression was really cute…
 

“So…that’s a yes?” she asked again with a cute smile.

“Haaaiii!” I laughed.

“Thanks Aya-chan! My parents will be really happy when I bring you along!”

I blushed a bit.

“Oh really?”

Miki nodded and giggled.
 

“Here” the girl came back with our drinks.

“Thank you~” Miki and I said.
 

“Ah~ Tan. Wait today is Thursday when do we fly then?”

Miki was quiet now.

“Taaaaaaan?”

“Well…anno…” Miki looked a bit guilty at me.

“06:00 p.m…today…”
 

“Oh…well enough time.” I smiled at her.

Miki looked up. Somehow she was surprised at my reaction.

“What?” I asked.

“N-nothing…” she looked at her watch, “Better go now…you always need long to pack your things.”

She quickly put some money on the table and dragged me out of the café.

“Nani?? Tan~?”

“Come on we have to pack your things together!”

“But our drinks!” I screamed.

“I will make it good when we are back here again! And when we are quick we maybe get an earlier plain.”

“Sounds simple…”
 

***
 

We first got to my place. I packed all my important things.

“Anno tan. Which weather do you have now?”

“Hm…it might be still a bit warm. But take some warmer clothing with you too. Weather is surprising.” Miki watched me while I was packing my things.
 

It took 3 hours to pack my things. “Finished!~”

Miki smiled and the first situation started again, she dragged me out of my apartment and we got into a taxi and drove to hers.

“Uhaa…Tan~ Give me a break…” I sighed.

“We only have 1 hour!”

“Hayakuuuu!!” I laughed.

Miki only had to pack a few things because she already packed yesterday.
 

***
 

Finally we were on our plane to Miki’s Hometown Takikawa.

I was there a few times. But not that often. Somehow I feel I have to go there more often. Miki was coming to my Hometown Himeji more times than I at hers.

I took a peep with my eye on Miki.
 

‘Oh…she’s sleeping’
 

I rested my chin on my hand and looked at her.

She always looks so relaxed when she’s sleeping.

And…really cute.
 

After over 1 hour the captain said we are going to land.

I didn’t want to wake Miki up but I had to. I carefully took her hand.

“Miki…Miki we are going to land now…”

“Mhhhmpfff…” Miki opened her eyes really slow.

“Sorry but I had to wake you up.”

Miki turned her head and smiled at me.

“Oh…” I said when I realised that I still was holding her hand.

Miki giggled.
 

***
 

“Okaaasann!!”

“Miki-chan!”

Miki hugged her mother tight.
 

‘Cute…Eh? What are you thinking again? Matsuura san! No! No!’
 

“Mother I brought Aya-chan with me.” Miki said happy and took my hand.
 

“Hello!~”

“Ah Matsuura san…It’s nice to see you again.”

I nodded and smiled.

“Come inside you two must be tired right?”
 

Miki and I were taking off our shoes and left our bags in the corridor.

It was a small house with two floors.

Upstairs was Miki’s room and the Bathroom.

When we entered the living room Miki’s father was reading papers.

“Oh Miki-chan!” The old man said when he felt the hug from his daughter.

He took a look at me. I greeted him with a smile and a nod.

The old man smiled back.

“Welcome.” He said.

I nodded again.
 

“Girls it will take a while until I’ve prepared dinner. You can have a walk if you want.”

“Ok okasan.” Miki said and took my hand again.

First we took our bags and moved them into Miki’s room.
 

“Nothing changed.” Miki giggled.

“Ha! My looks like yours as well.”

“So we share one bed like the other time right?”

I nodded.

“Ok. Let’s have a walk around, yeah?”

I smiled.

“Whatever princess Miki wants.” I joked.

I felt a lightly punch on my shoulder.
 

***
 

“Ahhh~…fresh air…how I missed that.” Miki stretched her arms.

“Yeah. But a bit cold, though.”
 

We looking around and ended up walking in a little forest.

“I think you will be surprised now…” Miki said taking my hand.

My heart skipped a beat.

“Huh?”

“I never showed you that place where we go now.”

“Oh. Eh?”

“Wait and see.” Miki smiled and looked up into the sky a bit.
 

‘Fuu…I thought she would…’ I shook my head.
 

When we walked out of the forest we were standing on a hill.
 

“Tadam~” Miki made a gesture with her arms.
 

I was speechless.

The Hill was full of the nicest flowers ever.
 

“T-Tan! That’s beautiful!”

“I know! I’m good huh? Let’s sit down…”

I nodded.

We seated ourselves on the grass.

Miki was really close.
 

“Beautiful…” I whispered.

“Yeah…the flowers are so no nice…”

“Hm…and cute…”

“Hm? Well yeah kind of cute yeah…? You really think so?”
 

“Of course you are cute…” I slapped my mouth “I mean the flowers.”
 

I had no idea that I was staring at her when we talked. Wait? I was ignoring the beautiful flowers and only looked at Miki?

But somehow she looked like she didn’t hear it.
 

“Did you say something?” she suddenly asked.

Fast I shook my head.

“Err. No!”

“Oh ok. I thought you said something.” Miki returned her look at the flowers again.
 

‘Whoops… anno…could it be you this time? Are you really feeling something for her?’
 

I was banned into my thoughts.
 

Suddenly I felt a warm hand on mine. I looked down and then to Miki.
 

“Aya-chan is something wrong?” she asked with a worried look.

“No everything alright! Say how long can we stay here?”

“Ahh Aya! My mother! Dinner! You are right! We have to go now!” Miki said taking my hand and dragging me down the hill.

“Miki carefuuuuuuul!” I shouted but it was too late.
 

We both fell onto the ground and were rolling down the hill.

After some rolling Miki was on top on me, than it was me who was on top again.

The circle was going until we stopped slowly.

Now I was on top of her.
 

Miki began to giggle. Her face was a bit green because of the grass.

But I didn’t look better. I had to laugh too and collapsed by side Miki.
 

“Haaa…~ Somehow it was fun.” I laughed.

Miki giggled even more.

“But somehow my legs hurt a bit.”

“Eh really?” I had a look, “They are looking fine, don’t worry. Maybe it was just because of this stupid stones.”

Miki nodded.

“Jaa…I will take you piggyback.” I said smiling, pointing at my back.

“Really?”

“I just want to have fun and see if I still can do it.” I laughed and took Miki’s hand.

“O-Ok.”

Miki jumped on top of my back and wrapped her arms around my neck.
 

“Whoa! You’re light!” I laughed.

“Yeah?” Miki rested her chin on my shoulder.

“It was a long time since I took someone piggyback.”

“Nice that you take me piggyback, even when I’m able to walk.” Miki giggled.

“Well dragging you back wouldn’t be a nice idea huuuuh? Oh, now that we are talking about dragging…” I began.

“Got it~ Sorry for this morning~” Miki giggled and pressed her cheek against mine.
 

‘Haahhh….her cheeks are soft and warm…’
 

“Ah~ We are back again.” Miki said and jumped off my back.

“Haahh…” I sighed.

I can…or not?

I can…or not?
 

“Mrs. Fujimoto the dinner was delicious!”

“Thank you Aya-chan.” Miki’s mum smiled.

“Finished. Mum I will help you washing up.” Miki said and put away the bowls.
 

Miki’s mum stood up and went into the kitchen too.
 

“And Aya-chan, how is work?” Mr. Fujimoto asked.

“It’s fine. Well a bit stressfully but fun. Like usual.”

“I heard you are building a group with Miki?”

“Oh yes! It’s called GAM and it is really nice to work with Miki in the same group.”

“And is Miki doing her job well?”

“Of course! She is super mega awesome!” I replied.

“Yah…I don’t find much time to watch the concert and other things. Someone has to feed the rest of family right?” Fujimoto laughed.

I nodded and smiled.

“Jaa…I will have a look around.”

“Ok be carefull.”

“Hai.”
 

I walked to the corridor and put on my shoes.
 

Free time was something I often needed to get a clear head. And fresh air even more.

After only 7 minutes I arrived at a little canal somewhere in town.
 

“Oh…like Tokyo. Well only quieter.” I said to my self and seated on a little stone.

It was a great feeling, the fresh but calm wind against my skin, though it was very cold.

I took a look at the sky. Clear. The moon was reflecting on the water of the canal.
 

I sighed and rested my chin on both hands.

“Why do I have these feelings when you’re near me Tan…?” I asked myself but really quiet.

“We are supposed to be friends…only friends right?”
 

“Can’t just someone give me an answer please??!!” I shouted and looked up.
 

“About what?”
 

I opened my eyes and turned around.
 

“Mi-Miki?”

“Oi, why didn’t you say anything? Maybe I wanted to join your stroll…”

“S-sorry…”

“What are you doing?”

“Just sitting here…Hey! You are shivering!”

“No!”

“Yes you are!”

“I’m not see!...... Uuuhaaatshuuuu!” Miki sneezed.

“See you catch a cold. Moo~ Here…”

I stood up and gave her my jacket. I was wearing two. Don’t ask me why.

“And this.” I gave her my scarf as well.

“T-thanks…” she stuttered.

“Hey you are still freezing? Need a Matsuura warmer?”

“Aya it’s o-“
 

I didn’t know why but I hugged her.

The strange thing…from behind.

I took her hands and rubbed them with my gloves I was wearing.
 

We were quiet for a moment.
 

“I’m happy that you cam with me…” Miki said.

“Well…when I’m alone on my free days I’m often bored…”

Miki giggled, “So this was a good idea?”

“Yes.”

“You’ve got warm clothes…” she said quietly.

I laughed, “Maybe. Why are you walking without a jacket anyway?”

“Well, I was a bit scared that you could get lost.”

“Hatachi…Miki, I’m hatachi!”

“I know! But I was scared.”

I held her tighter, “Thanks.”
 

‘Earth to Ayaya…What are you doing again?’
 

I pulled my head back again. I wanted to kiss her AGAIN?! What’s wrong with me??! She looks like she’s in her ‘other’ world again and didn’t realised that I wanted to give her a kiss on her cheek. Is her face magnetic?? Or why am I trying this again and again?
 

“I think we should…go now? I don’t want that you or I catch a cold. ” I somehow said.
 

“It’s cold right?” Miki asked.

“Yes…” I sighed.

Miki and I were going back.
 

***
 

“Tada ima.” Miki and I said when we entered the house.
 

“Ah good you two are back. I forgot to say that we will have a drink with some friends. Are you two ok when you stay alone?”

My jaw dropped onto the ground.

“Yes mum. Have fun.”

“Ok bye. Be careful.” Mr. Fujimoto said and the two were leaving.
 

“Aya chan? Doshitano? You are so quiet.”
 

‘Great Aya…you’ve been worried her all the time now…just keep this thoughts out of your head and act like you always do yah? AND why should you love her? She is ONLY your best friend nothing more. And you still don’t know if she feels something. Stupid, really stupid thoughts…yeah that must have been it….only stupid thoughts…’ I talked with my self again.
 

“I’m daijobou Tan~” I answered with my normal voice again. I’m not thinking of this kind of stuff anymore.
 

Miki smiled. “Good.”
 

“Jaa…should we watch a DVD or something?”

“Haaai~” Miki answered and gave me the remote control of the DVD player; “I will just go upstairs and change into comfortable clothes.” Miki added and went up the stairs.
 

I looked on the remote.

“Ano Tan?...”

I sighed.

“She knows exactly I can’t handle things like a DVD player…mooo…”
 

“Chotto Tan?!”

“Haai?”

“Which DVD?”
 

There was a pause.
 

“Don’t know” Miki came back down.

“Nani? You didn’t change?”

“Ano…well I didn’t pack comfortable clothes.”

I raised my eyebrow.

“Baka~! Have a look into my bag then.” I said, “Ah matte! Which DVD?”

She turned around again.

“Here.” She gave me a DVD and went upstairs again.
 

“Hm? Anime? Ohhh~” I giggled.
 

Dragon Ball GT, my favourite movie. Well my favourite anime movie.
 

“Yosh!” I said and had a big fight with the DVD player.
 

[15 minutes later]
 

“Eh? Moo Ayaya…” Miki took the remote control out of my hand and clicked only one button and the DVD started to play.
 

I felt that my head turned red.
 

“Oh…” I said scratching my head.

“Ah and thanks Aya…”

“Hm?”

Miki pointed at the clothes she was wearing.

“Ah took them? You can have them Tan.”

“Hontou ni?”

“Uhn. You always wear them when you forgot that you sleep at my place sometimes. For me it’s no problem.”

“Arigatou!”
 

“Demo Tan? You don’t really like dragon ball right? I haven’t seen your movie you were in…what was it called? Rika was in there too.”
 

“Uhm…17sai Tabidachi no Futari?”

“I think so?”

“Uhm…yeah ok.”

Oh my gosh…

Oh my gosh…
 

Miki pressed the start button and the DVD began.

She leaned her back against my chest and her head rested on my shoulder.

Often I was her pillow.
 

“Ahem…” she said.

“Whoops I forgot.” I quickly said and wrapped my arms around her stomach.

You wonder why huh? Because Miki often plays with my hands during a movie.

She began to giggle again.
 

***
 

“Nani?!” I said and watched the film carefully.

“It’s only a movie. Don’t worry Aya-chan.”

“But this looks so real…”

“That’s how a movie should be right?”

“Yeah but…”
 

The character that Miki played was getting raped at the end. Well I think it, it really looked so.
 

“Did he hurt you, during the recording?”

“It hurt a bit when my back hit against the wall. But they were careful.”

“I know it’s only a movie but…” I held Miki tighter.

“Hm?”

“Well it’s just…it hurts when I see you playing such a role…” I said and held Miki even tighter.

“But see nothing happened.”

“Yeah but in the end someone else got hurt.”

“It’s a movie. ONLY a movie.” Miki said again.
 

I was quiet and didn’t watch the end. Different thoughts were coming to my mind.

Ok it was only a movie but it really looked so real…
 

“Do you care about me?” Miki asked while she turned her body so that her side was leaning against my front.

“Of course I do Miki!”

“Really?” When she leaned her head against my shoulder while looking up to me, I felt her warm breath against my neck.

“Uhum…I do.” Was my kind of weak reply.

“When?”

“E-every-time.”

Gosh I was totally weak all of sudden. She was flirting wasn’t she?

Her tone. Yes she flirted with me. Again, was she?
 

“I’m thinking of you all the time.” Miki whispered.

I raised an eyebrow.

“All the time?” I joked.

She blushed and nodded.
 

Suddenly I had the feeling someone switched on a button in my head. My feelings for her were growing again. And I couldn’t stop them. I finally realised, this is how I feel, but there was still the question: ‘Does she feel the same?’
 

Should I risk asking or should I just keep it for me? I need time to search for the answer.
 

“Ah~ Tan~ you’re the best maid ever~” I said and hugged her.

But somehow I must really have surprised her.

She was lying under me now.
 

She laughed.

“Ah gomen.” I said smiling and wanted to go off her.

But she grabbed my shirt.

“Eh?”

“Just want more hugs” she said pouting her cheeks and looking up like a little kid.

“Scaaary” I laughed.

“No! Cute, right??”

“Hm…maybe it’s right? You are cute.”

She smiled when I said that.

“Of course I’m cute.”

“Hm…yes you are right.” I whispered.

“And you are Cool.”

“Kyaaa~”

“Baka~” Miki laughed, grabbed my T-shirt again and we swapped positions.

“Nani?”

Miki was lying on top of me, crossing her arms and resting them on my chest.

“Hmpf M-Miki! Can’t breath-“
 

“Oh Sorry.” She crossed her arms around my neck. “Better?”

I nodded.

“Since when you like it that I hug you?”

“I like it being in someone’s arms who I like.”

“Hm…I never knew that. Just had the question in my mind because, you always snuggle into me more often than before.”

“Well you are like a teddy bear that I love to hug.” Miki laughed.
 

I closed my eyes.

“Thanks.” I whispered and stroked her back playfully.
 

And again…silence…
 

“Oh Aya-chan, it’s late. Let’s go upstairs?”

I let out a yawn.

“Uhm. Let’s go.” I replied and waited until she got off me.

We first headed to the bathroom then we jumped into our pyjamas and went into Miki’s bed.
 

“Ah…how I missed this bed…I really loved it when I was young.” Miki giggled and snuggled herself into me.

“Hehe…And now you love it even more because I’m sleeping in it too hah?”

“I’m happy yes.”
 

My heart beat went faster. I only hopped she wouldn’t hear it.
 

“Chrr…chrrr…”

“Huh?” Carefully I took a look at Miki.
 

Cute. She was already sleeping. She must have been really tired. Well I was tired too…But I couldn’t sleep, not yet.

I took a look on my handy clock, 02:00 a.m.
 

“Aya…chamnnnn…”

I turned around. Miki was talking in her sleep.

“Oi!...”

It was funny to watch her.

“Hmm…uh…ah…”

Now I blushed. What was she dreaming? She was sighing?!

“Nani?” I whispered into her ears, with the hope she would explain something in her dreams. It failed. She was sighing heavier.

I took my pillow and pressed it against my face.

‘No…no…no…I hope she is not dreaming about...NO!’
 

“Aya-chan! Stop it!” She suddenly screamed.

I throw my pillow away and looked at her again, “What?!” I replied.

‘She’s still talking in her dream? Puuuh…what the hell is she dreaming?!’
 

“Hmmm! Stoooop it!” Miki shouted again, rolled on top of me and hold me tight, “This is my teddy…bear…chrr…” she added snoring.
 

My eyes were wide opened.

‘I better just stay quiet now…’

So I did and get very sleepy and sleepy and….slee…py…
 

***
 

“Huaaatshiii~!!!” I scratched my nose and opened my eyes carefully.
 

Whoa…I’m lying on the floor? How could that be?

I stood up and looked at the bed.

Crossing my arms and smiling at Miki who took all the space of the bed.

She must have punched or kicked me down.

“Funny girl.” I whispered and covered her with the blanket.

Slowly I took a bunch of clothes and crept into the bathroom.
 

“Morning Aya-chan.” Miki’s mum greeted me.

“Ah good morning.”

“Did you sleep well?”

I took a little pause.
 

Let’s see…

Miki was driving me crazy, she snored, she kicked and punched me down the bed, I spent the night on the floor and I caught a little cold…
 

“Reaaaally good!” I replied cheerfully.

“That’s nice!” Miki’s mum said and went downstairs.
 

When I was in the bathroom I took a quick shower.

“Uaatshuuuu~!!!” I sneezed.

Great it looked like I would catch a cold.

I quickly got dressed and went downstairs.
 

“Aya-chan? Would you do me a favour and go to the bakery?”

“Ah sure. No problem. What should I get?”

“Hm…8 rolls?” Mrs. Fujimoto replied.

“Ok! Question…where is the bakery?”

“Just follow the main street.”
 

I nodded and took on my shoes and my jacket.
 

“Huh? It’s warm? Miki was right! Weather is surprising!~” I laughed and made gestures with my arms.
 

“…?” I looked around; the people were looking at me.

I blushed and disappeared from the road where I was standing.
 

“Main Street…Main Street…ah…there!”

Wow the bakery was really near.

I went into the shop and my nose enjoyed the smell of fresh bred, cake and other stuff.
 

“Morning.” I greeted the older woman.

“Good morning. What do want?”

“8 rolls please.”

“Yes…here. Anything else?”

“N-no thanks.” I replied looking at really delicious looking cakes.

“Have a nice day.” The older woman smiled.

I smiled back and went out of the shop.
 

***
 

“I’m back Mrs. Fujimoto. Here.” I said and gave her the bag that I brought with me.

“That was really kind of you thank you Aya-chan. Could you have a look at Miki please? I think she is still sleeping.”

“Ok.” I replied and went upstairs.
 

“Taaan~ wake up…?”

She wasn’t sleeping in her bed? Ah than she must be in the bathroom!
 

I went to the bathroom and opened the door.
 

“Mooorning Taaan!~”

Suddenly my eyes widened and I slapped my hand against my mouth.

She was standing with her back towards me…naked and wet.

And I, the idiot, came into the bathroom just when she was putting on her panties.

Great. I mean I often saw her naked, BUT! Not in a ‘surprising’ way.
 

I blushed when I realised that I was still looking at her.

“I-I think b-breakfast will be f-finished s-soon…” I stuttered and turned around.

“Ok. I will come down in a few minutes.” She replied normal.
 

Oh great! This is even better now! I’m totally embarrassed and she is totally calm?!
 

I closed the door behind me.

‘Oh my gosh…’

Back to work

Back to work
 

I couldn’t get Miki’s ‘naked’ picture out of my head.

Every time when she talked, looked or touched me I blushed and stuttered.
 

“Aya-chan?”

“Uaaahaaaaaa!!! I’m SORRY!!!” I screamed and jumped up from the sofa.

Miki stared at me, totally irritated.

“Huh? You’re ok?”

“N-no, err yes yes!” I stuttered.
 

Miki who was still irritated shook her head and started a new topic.

“So today is Saturday. What should we do?”

I thought about it…

‘Imaging Miki’s naked’ I shook my head.
 

“Aya?!”

“W-what?”

“Are you really ok? You’re totally sweating and your nose is bleeding. We go and see the doctor, ok?” Miki asked and gave me a tissue.

“T-thanks. I’m fine fine fine. N-no need to see the doctor doctor.”

“You are repeating your words…” Her worried look came to her face.
 

‘No!!!’
 

“I’m f-fine! Really! I’m just a bit erm…” I took Miki’s hand, “Somewhere else?”

”Why? You are acting so strange the last days.”

“I’m just a bit…shocked…eh no not shocked! ‘Surprised’ by what I saw this morning…ahaha…”

“Hm? But you often see me like that.” She replied.

“Yah…but…not from that point of view…”

Miki began to giggle and then laughing really loud.
 

“Something funny happened?” Miki’s mum asked out of the kitchen.

“Yaaah!! This morning Aya came into the bathroom while I-“

“While she was cleaning her teeth!” I interrupt.
 

“And what’s funny with that?” Miki’s mum asked, “Hello?”

She took a look into the living room, empty “Haha, those young girls…”
 

***
 

“What?!” Miki shouted.

“Shhhh! That is embarrassing!”

“Eh but what-“

“I don’t want to fight.” I hugged Miki.
 

Her body calmed down.

“See that always works to stop you getting angry with me” I laughed.

“I-idiot…” she stuttered.
 

“Damn…it’s already afternoon…”

Miki nodded, “And tomorrow we must fly back again.”

I sighed, “Tan? What should we do now?”

“Let’s go walking for a bit?”

“Ok!” I said and took Miki’s hand with mine.
 

We were walking on a street that was surrounded with corn fields.

“Really nice.”

“Yep. Quieter than Tokyo.”

“Oh yes. It’s really relaxing here.” I smiled and saw that there was a village, “Look there. A little village.”

“Yes. We only have to follow the street until we get to a little lake.” Miki explained.

“Ohhh~”
 

“Ho? Fujimoto san?”

Miki and I turned around.

‘Oh great…our fans are following us on our days off?’
 

“H-Hiro?” Miki stuttered.

I widened my eyes and stared at Miki, “Ya know him?” I asked quietly.

“Kind of…” was the short reply of Miki…

“Surprising to see you here again.” The Boy said.

Miki nodded and smiled.

“Who is that?” Hiro asked and pointed at me.
 

‘Shock!’
 

“She is working in the same Agency where I am working.”

“Matsuura Aya…is my…name.” I said and looked away.

“Oh I see. So what’s your job then?”

Miki was now surprised too, “Arr I’m a singer. Sub- leader of Morning Musume.”
 

Hiro thought a bit, “Never heard of them.”

I collapsed.

“What?” I asked.

“We are a bit poor and don’t have a TV. I’m working on the fields so I don’t get much contact with other people.” He explained.
 

Ok another topic…Why does he know Miki?!

“So, your friends or something like that?” I asked and looked directly at Miki.

Why was she still staring at him?!

.

.

.

.

.

“Aya? Let’s go yah? Sorry Hiro…erm…was nice to see you again.” Miki said and grabbed my hand.

“Ah, but Miki?!” Hiro shouted after us.
 

***
 

Miki didn’t talk until we reached the little lake.

We seated our selves on the grass.
 

“Miki? What’s wrong?” I asked.

Miki looked at me with a smile, “I’m ok.”

I saw it was a forced smile…

“Come on…tell me.” I said and took her hand.

“Aya…”
 

And again my mind was blurred.

I leaned my head towards here.

Miki had her eyes half opened.
 

“Miki? There you are!”

We quickly turned around.

“What do you want?” I asked.

“I would like to talk with her.”
 

I looked at Miki. She nodded. I sighed and gave Hiro a glare, “Ok…I will leave you two alone then.”
 

***
 

“How long has it been now?” Hiro asked.

“Since primary school right?” Miki answered.

“Long time ago huh?”

Miki nodded.
 

“You didn’t changed…you are still beautiful.” The boy said and looked up into the sky.

“Thanks…So… what do want to talk about?”

“You know…” Hiro returned his look to Miki again, “We were good friends in primary school, right?”

“We were yes.”

“You left Hokkaido without saying goodbye…I was really upset…It’s a hard feeling when someone leaves that you love…”

Miki looked away, “We were only friends.”

“I felt more for you Miki…Well I still feel something for you…I counted the days until you would come back…”

“But I can’t love you…I love someone else already…” Miki said and looked directly at Hiro.
 

Hiro thought a while, “Is that so?”

“Yes.”

“Hm…is it…?” Hiro began and made some gestures.

Miki giggled and nodded.

“I see…” He scratched his head, “Well I can’t change that hm?”

Miki shook her head and smiled.

There was a long pause.

“Ok than…It was nice to see you again. Please take care ok?”

Miki nodded.
 

***
 

I was worried. What did he want to talk about with Miki?
 

“Matsuura san? You can go back now.”

I turned around, “O-Ok.”

“Bye.” Hiro said and left the lake.
 

I jumped down the little hills until I reached Miki.

She was sitting there smiling.

“E-Everything ok?” I asked.

“Yap. The sun is going under. Better we go back now. My mum maybe is preparing dinner.”

I nodded.

We went back the way where we were coming from.
 

***
 

The day ended really quickly.

On the next day we enjoined our last dinner with Miki’s parents.

But we were really tired after we said goodbye and were sitting on our plane back to Tokyo.

This time it only took 1 hour to arrive there.

We fetched a taxi and drove to Miki’s apartment.
 

“Could you wait here please? I will come back in a few minutes again.” I said to the taxi driver and helped Miki with her bags.
 

***
 

“Thanks for coming with me Aya.” Miki said and put her bags down.

“No I have to thank you. It was a really nice weekend.”

Miki giggled.

What’s so funny hm?”

“Nothing.”

I smiled, “Ok. I will go now. See you at work.”
 

“Right.” Miki said, putting her left hand on my cheek and giving me a little kiss on the right one.

Quickly she jumped into her apartment.

I blushed and stared at the door.

“Thanks Miki…” I whispered and went down to the taxi.

Stars in the sky

Stars in the sky
 

It was Monday morning.

I was on my way to the hairdresser.

Aya needs a new haircut, right? Well but this time something new!
 

“Mooorning!” I greeted my hairdresser.

“Ayaya! Good morning. Time for a new haircut? Or Hair colour?”

“Actually both.” I laughed.

“Ok, ok. Please take a seat.”
 

I seated on the chair.

“So…how should it be like?” He asked me nervous.

I grinned.

“Short.”

Takano collapsed.

“What’s wrong?!” I screamed.

“N-nothing! It’s just…are you sure?”

“Yes! I thought about it a long time ago!” I answered.

Takano nodded and began his work.
 

I was reading some papers.
 

***
 

“Aya? Is this ok?” Takano asked.

I looked into the mirror and smiled, “Great! That’s exactly how I wanted it!”

Takano sighed in relief, “And now brown colour?”

I nodded and took a look into my date book.

Ah right. Today Miki and I got the Photo shooting for Melodies.

Melodies…kiss…that was…so…AWESOME!!!

Haha even when I thought it would be terrible…

And when I think of Hokkaido… My mind often went totally blank and I tried to kiss her… funny…

But it was her who kissed me yesterday. Wait! It was only a kiss on the cheek. Nothing special? A friends kiss? Like in other countries? I often hear that.
 

“Aya I will wash the colour out now.” Takano interrupt my thinking and leaned my head back.
 

Where was I? Oh yes…Mikitty. But what did Hiro wanted to talk about with her?

She didn’t tell me. Hey! She said it’s ok… Recently…I thought about Miki’s question in our Futarigoto episode… Would I loose her friendship when I would get married? Do I even want to get married if I had the chance? I often dream of it… What would happen if I would ask Miki? I mean…I never asked her about her mind of marriage. So…maybe I should—
 

“Whoops…”
 

I opened my eyes and looked into the mirror.
 

“WHAAAAAT?!!!!!” I screamed and touched my hair, “They are RED???!!!!”

“I grabbed the wrong colour!! I’m so sorry!” Takano explained.

“What am I going to do right now?! I’ve got a photo shooting in two hours!”

“I think I can fix that again! I will just re colour them ok?”

“Do that!!!” I screamed back.
 

Gosh…Oh please…don’t let my week start so stupid again…
 

***
 

“Fixed…I’m so sorry…” Takano kept talking and talking.

“It’s ok! Well thanks. Here.” I gave him money and left the saloon to get as fast as I could to the studio.
 

I was lucky.
 

“Miki!” I shouted and ran thru the corridor.

“Aya, you are a bit la—“ Miki took a pause and stared at me.

She’s blushing?

“Eh yes sorry. You know…I was at the hair dresser…Takano made a mistake with my hair colour…sorry. But hey how do I look?”

Miki shook her head, “G-great!” she stuttered.

I smiled. “Have you started already?”

“My solo pictures are finished. We can take the pictures of us two now.” Miki explained.
 

We walked into the studio. Really nice set. Kind of ‘picnic’ set, well…just with benches and tables.
 

I greeted the staff members and the photo shooting began.
 

Everytime when my eye caught Miki, she blushed and quickly looked away. She was staring at me the most time of our shooting.

My new haircut must be really cool?
 

“So we take the Solo picture of Aya now and then we are finished.” The photographer said.

I nodded and looked over to Miki. She was already leaving?
 

***
 

I went into my dressing room after I was finished.

No Miki. Where did she go? I looked around; maybe she left a little note?

No note. Quickly I opened my cell phone and send her a message.
 

::. Where are you? .::
 

5 minutes later…her message came.
 

::. At home, I’m tired. .::
 

I shook my head. At home?
 

::.Why didn’t you told me that you would go home? Are you ok? .::
 

I waited on a bench outside. She didn’t mail back. Her behaviour was strange today. Is it just one of her ‘Don’t have the mood for that’ day or is she angry at me? But if she should be angry…why? I haven’t done anything…or have I?
 

My thoughts were making me sick worrying, so I decided to visit her.
 

***
 

“Oi! Open the door!” I screamed. I knocked on the door thousands of times.

Finally the door opened, “Oi!! Be quiet! It’s 8:00 p.m!” Miki whispered angry and dragged me inside.

“What’s wrong with you?!” Was my first question.

“I should ask you the same!” she replied cold.

“Nothing is wrong with me! You didn’t open the door! I’m standing out there about ten minutes!”

“I was on the toilet!! Idiot!!” she shouted back.
 

My jaw dropped, “Is that…so?” I asked quietly.

She nodded and was still angry.

“I-I’m sorry…I didn’t want to be so loud…” I explained totally embarrassed.
 

“Me either…” She whispered back.

“Say…why did you left so fast?” I asked looking with a worried look.
 

And again she blushed, “I’m just…not myself today…”

“Because of my haircut?”

She shook her head, “No! You are looking really cute!”

I blushed, “T-thanks…”

She smiled and took my hand.

“Should we go to Tokyo bay?”

I smiled and nodded.
 

***
 

22:00 p.m., Miki and I walking at the Tokyo bay.

The sky was pretty clear. It reminded me on Hokkaido.

No people were around. Only Mikitty and me.
 

“Tan? One question.” I began.

“Hm? Yeah?”

“Ah…I wanted to ask that before…what did Hiro asked?”

Miki smiled and looked up into the sky, “He said that he loves me.”
 

I stopped walking, “R-really?” My mind went blank.
 

“But I refused his love.”
 

I looked at Miki, “Is that so? I mean…you had the chance to start a new life...?”

Miki began to laugh, “My life is here. I’ve got my work and friends here…” Miki stepped closer and looked into my face with a smiled, “And you.”
 

“Ahhh is that so?” I scratched my head.

Miki giggled.
 

“You are c-cute…” What a lame comment…

“Thanks aya.”
 

“N-no I mean…you really are the nicest girl I’ve ever met…” I took her hands and looked into her eyes.

“T-Thanks.” And again she gave me a kiss on my cheek.
 

‘Tonight it’s not the right time to tell her…’
 

“Is that one of your new habits?” I joked.

She giggled, “Maybe.”
 

We walked and just enjoined the clear sky with the bright stars.

I wonder when I can tell her what I feel…

I will be your jinn

I will be your jinn
 

After our stroll Miki invited me to her place. Like usual I was sleeping there again. I said before…the feeling that I have to show Miki that I really like her was growing and growing. The last years she was giving me so much. But I was really blind…Was I really so stupid? This thoughts are giving me so much pain…And maybe when I give her all the feelings back that she gave me…I could slowly enter a new door in her heart…or not? Even…I have to be careful.

My try at Tokyo bay failed completely… I’m scared. What should I do…when she doesn’t feel anything for me…?
 

I had to find it out. But something is on my mind that is driving me crazy…

She refused Hiro’s love…for what reason? Does she already got a boyfriend and never told me? It’s hard work to find the answers for my questions.
 

I looked over to Miki. She is enjoying the hot bathwater.

“Do you have any work tomorrow?” I asked. Miki kept her eyes closed, “Yes…tomorrow we will record the Promotion Video of Aruiteru.”

“In Tokyo?”

“No…somewhere outside…”

“How long?”

Miki opened her eyes, “About 2 days I think.”

I let my body sank deeper into the water, “Really? Do you have to get up early?”

“8:00 a.m.”
 

I let out a little sigh.

There was silence again.
 

“Your breasts are getting bigger aren’t they?” I sank deeper into the water.

‘Great start Aya…the perfect start for an EMBARRISSING conversation!!!’
 

Miki giggled, “Don’t know. You think so?”

“W-well they look bigger…o-or not?” I stuttered.

Miki smiled, “Go ahead, can touch them when you like.”

I blushed, “R-really?”

Miki nodded.
 

Slowly I moved towards Miki. Somehow it felt like the water was holding me back to touch her. She was relaxed…like usual.

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slip
 

‘No!! Damn!’

Now everything was happening so fast! I found myself pressing Miki against the bathtub. My right hand on her breast and my other hand…on a place that I’ve never touched before…
 

“Sorry! I didn’t want to…I mean…I”

‘Stop talking!!! Get your stupid hands off her!!’

I quickly jumped back.

“Did I hurt you?” I asked quickly.

“N-No” was her shy reply.

My heart was pumping really hard, “T-they got b-bigger…” I stuttered.

Miki smiled. I loved that smile…Everytime when I see it I think about her “Cheri” Cover…
 

***
 

We were lying in Miki’s bed now.

Ok…I will count this as day one…

“Miki chan?” I whispered.

“Uhm?”

“Look here…”

Miki turned around, “Head CATCH!~” I laughed. Miki began to giggle when she found her head between my hands.

‘Good start, right?’
 

“Say…since when you started to kiss everyone?”

Miki punched me lightly when she heard ‘everyone’.

“I don’t give EVERYONE a kiss! And! I do it because it’s funny!”

“So, I’m the only one who get those ‘funny’ kisses?”

“Well to be honest…I give them to Yocchan as well.” Miki began to giggle, “You know…She’s really cute. And her boyish style is funny.”
 

My heart sank when I heard her saying that. I kept quiet. And again…I worried her.

“You’re ok?”

I shook my head, “Is there…something about you two?”
 

Miki began to laugh loudly, “Don’t you think I would have told you?”

“Yah, maybe you got some secrets? Secrets you haven’t told me?” I pulled the blanket up to my chin.

“None. No secrets that I haven’t told you.” Miki said and did the same what I did.

We began to giggle.
 

Suddenly I got an idea.

“Say…” I began, “ What would you think when I would do everything you want?”

“I don’t get that.”

“Doing everything you want me to do for a couple of days?”

“Hm…you’re sure?”

“Tooootally sure! You’re my best friend! It would be fun or not?”

Miki thought about it.

“Ok. What’s the limit? How far can I go?”

“No limit.”

She pinched my cheek, “Are you sure?” her tone was…naughty!

“Y-yes!”

“Ok. Hmmm…thanks. So when does your idea starts?”

“When you come back from recording? So…that would be on Wednesday until frieday?”

“Saturday too please!” Miki begged.

“Yaarrr…ok.”

Miki giggled, “That’s great! I think that could be fun.”
 

‘Oh shit…what have I done?’
 

***
 

A stupid tone woke me up.

“What’s that stupid noise?!” I screamed and looked around.

It was Miki’s clock.

“Oh…this stupid noise…is my own song?”

I looked around. The other side of the bed was empty.

On the pillow was lying a little note:
 

Enjoy your last hours of peace!~

When I will come back you will wish that you never made me this

special offer!~ *giggle*

See you tomorrow~
 

Miki… No! Devil_Miki *laugh*
 

Now I was really sweating.
 

“I’m stupid!!! Get me out of heeeeeere!!!!”

Me and my stupid promises

Me and my stupid promises
 

To calm down a bit I went shopping with Maki.

We were just taking a break in a little restaurant.
 

“…When I saw Rika with her blond hair I fell off my chair! She reminds me of this woman…who was it again…errr…ah yes! Marilyn Monroe! What’s up with you guy’s?! You all have short hair now! But Rika…geeez…”

Maki took a little sip off her cup of coffee, “I think that’s really strange isn’t it? Matsu? Oi! Oi! Hey! Here! Huuuhuuu! MATSUURA!!”
 

“Eh?” Was she talking to me? “Yes?”

Maki looked over to me with an angry face, “Did you just hear anything what I was talking about?”

“Err…no. I mean yes! Yes!”

“I think you didn’t! Than say something what I just said.” Maki smiled devilish.
 

“Yui…big boobs?” I stuttered.
 

“Buuu buuu~ No! Geez Aya…where’s your mind huh?”

“Sorry…I’m a bit…off today.”
 

Suddenly Maki looked really…strange?

“Realised that.” She said.

“You know…work and stuff.” I laughed a bit trying to start another topic.

“You didn’t work last week.” Maki replied cool.

“I…I did? Didn’t I?”

“Not the whole week. You only had one recording thingy to do and then you went with Miki to Hokkaido right? Man…and now you haven’t got to work this week too…lucky you…” Maki whined.

“Ts! I had really hard work to do the last months! I need my break yah?!”

“Yeah yeah ok! But I had to work really hard too…” Maki’s voice got sadder.
 

I crossed my arms, “Normally you must be happy! You kicked me off from my ‘best solo singer’ throne!”

Maki giggled, “I’m sooo goooood!”

“Wait until next year dear!” I laughed back.

Now she pouted her cheeks, “You can’t beat me!”
 

The conversations with Maki are often on this kind of level. But it’s fun. You really can hang out with her! I’m really glad I can hang out with her if we have both days off. But she has a lot to do this year. Maybe it’s better to get beaten by a strong girl like Maki. If it would be Kusumi or Nakazawa I would stick my head into the ground and would never pull it out again!
 

“Enough of that. What’s worrying you?”

“Just little things.” I replied.

“Oh man what has Miki done this time? Being angry with you because you never use her presents? Well I can understand her. You know if someone---“
 

“Oi! She isn’t angry! And what are you talking about with presents? It’s me. I think I made a promise that I could regret.” I mumbled and looked at my cup of tea.

“Oh oh…the last time you promised something it ended in a catastrophe…” Maki said and scratched the back of her head.

“I know! And this could end in a disaster…”
 

Maki widened her eyes and looked at me with a wide opened mouth, “What have you promised this time?!”
 

I felt that I began to sweat, “Err…well, I promised that when she comes back tomorrow evening…I would do everything for her.”
 

Suddenly Maki began to laugh really loud; the people were already looking at us.

“Gosh you ARE such a dummy! Idiot you! I bet Miki will use that chance!!! Poor you! Hahaha can I record it?”

“No! What do you think she would make me to do?” I asked shyly.
 

“Well…I can’t say what she would want you to do, but I can tell every detail from Iida’s promise to Nakazawa! Believe me! I had so much fun to watch it! You really can’t imagine what these stupid girls are doing when they are drunk!”
 

I gulped.
 

“W-what did they do?”

“Can’t remember…thought it would help you to relax a bit.” Maki explained.

I fell off my chair, “What?!”

Maki giggled, “Joke, Iida and Nakazawa were really drunk. I was still in Morning Musume, it was on our Christmas present exchange day. Iida joked that she would do everything on this night, so Yuko used the chance and made Iida wear a rabbit costume and let her dance her stupid dance. You had to watch that! And because Iida was really…bad, Tsuji and Kago throw their candies at her. Well the candie thingy weren’t so good but you must have seen her!”
 

“Aha aha…”

Not interesting at all…
 

Suddenly I felt vibrations.

“Ah wait got a text message!”

I took out my cell phone and looked who it was, “Ah from Miki…Aya-chan we will be on our way home now. Recording ended earlier.” I read out.

Maki giggled, “Good luck. Well I will go now.”

I looked up, “Yeah ok…wish me luck.”
 

Maki went out of the restaurant.

I looked on the table. “Oh!”

This tricky girl…now I can pay for her…

I paid quickly and went to Miki’s place. She gave me her second key.
 

“I’m nervous…nervous…” I stuttered and looked on the clock every minute.

After a while I heard the door opening.
 

***
 

“Hi Taan~ I hope it’s ok that I us—“ I break down my sentence.

“Hi.”

Gosh! She looked beautiful!!

She was dressed in a black dress…her curly hair…GOSH!
 

“H-Hiiii” I stuttered and shut my mouth again…I nearly drooled…

“Everything ok?”

“Y-yes! A-and? How was r-recording?”

Miki sighed and dropped onto the couch, “Stressful!”

“Something happened?” I asked.

“Sayumi and her ‘I’m the cutie blablabla’ thingy are getting on my nerves…”

I sighed as well, “She is like a 6 year old kid that doesn’t grow up…”

“Eeeexactly…” Miki replied and looked on her watch, “Hmpf…when does your promise start?”
 

“Ah…errr…well you came back earlier…” I stuttered.

Miki giggled, “Nervous?”

I nodded.

“Don’t worry Aya chan.”

I smiled.

Did I say she looked really beautiful?...
 

“My shoulders are r-“
 

“…”
 

She didn’t have to finish her sentence. I took her by her wrist and lay her onto the sofa and massaged her shoulders.
 

It looked good for me, didn’t it? You are wrong…
 

“Yano…” she whispered.

I stopped.

“S-shit…” she stuttered and turned around to face me.

My body froze completely.

“A-aya I…let me-“
 

“…so you…have a…”

“I…I…”

“You lied…how long…?”

“I…I” she stuttered again.

“How long?!!!!” I shouted.

“A few days…” she replied. She wanted to touch me but I was already gone.
 

I heard her shouting my name…she followed me…but than she stopped.
 

***
 

‘Why…? Why…?’ I kept asking myself.

Tears were running down my cheeks. They were cold…

My body felt cold as well…

No wonder…sitting under a bridge without a jacket…
 

“Why…I…love you…I wanted to tell you…I—“I couldn’t speak anymore.

My heart was filled with anger and loneliness…I wanted to tell her…And now…I can’t…I don’t want to see her again…

While I was crying my eyelids were going heavier and heavier…

Leave! Me! ALONE!!!

Leave! Me! ALONE!!!
 

“Huuaatshuuu!”
 

I felt cold and my nose was running.

“Oh shit…” I sighed and looked around. It looked like I fell asleep under the bridge. But a blanket was wrapped around me? How could that be? I was alone…or not?
 

“Finally you are awake.” I heard an old mans voice.

I quickly stood up. He surprised me!

“Ehh…” I stuttered.

“What is a pretty girl like you doing outside in the cold?”

I could have asked that myself to be true…

I shook my head, “Trouble…”

The man laughed, “Fine. You’re doing well, so leave now.”
 

“T-thanks for the blanket.”

The man smiled and nodded.
 

I was even luckier when I saw a free taxi driving on the street.
 

***
 

I reached my apartment and headed directly into the bathroom for a shower. Hopefully it would calm me down a bit. My body was in pain, my heart even more… I’m still asking me why she did that…She lied to me! It’s unfair!
 

A lot of messages from my mum, Maki, Yossie and from her…

While I checked them my doorbell rang.
 

“Aya!! Open up!!”

It was Maki’s voice. Slowly I walked to the door and opened it. Maki looked really exhausted. Her eyes were checking every inch of my body.

“Something wrong?” I asked.

“Something wrong?!” she caught new breath, “Damn Aya! Where have you been?! We were worried about you!”
 

“I was here.” I lied.

“So?! Why haven’t you answered my messages?”

I looked up at Maki and sighed, “Cell phone was switched off.”

“Ok. But I was here about 0:10 a.m.! You weren’t here! Miki and Yossie were knocking on my door at 11:30 p.m.! I was already sleeping! The knockings were getting louder so I stood up and saw two completely exhausted girls in front of me! They were searching for you all the time!” Maki said.

Normally I should be touched right? I felt nothing!
 

“I wasn’t here at the time.” I replied.

“At least you are ok…Something happened yesterday with Miki?”

I shook my head, “No. When it’s ok I would like to rest a bit. I’ve got a cold.”

Maki hesitated a bit but then she nodded, “Uhn. Get well soon.”

I closed the door and went into my bedroom, dropped myself onto my bed and looked up.

“Urahhh!!!” I shouted angry and pressed my face against my pillow.
 

***
 

My free days were passing by. I stayed and home and just relaxed.

But today I had to work again. And it was really pain. Not because of her…my cold was very strong.
 

“Whoa! You’re ok?” Tsuji asked and touched my forehead.

“Only a little cold.” I replied. “You really look ill! Your cheeks are looking really red!”

I smiled, “I’m fine. Don’t worry.”

Tsuji nodded, “Oook! Got Futsual now! Get well soon!”

“Haiii! B—“ Great…Everytime when I higher my voice I had to cough.
 

“So let’s see…Dance practise now.” I grabbed my bag and walked into the dressing room.

And I wasn’t surprised of that what I just saw…
 

“Aya.”

I gave her a glare, “Out.”

“Let me explain. Please!”

“I said out!” I shouted and grabbed her by her wrist.

She was fighting against my grip and got rid of it. She tried to hug me.

Not with me! I pushed her away. She hit against the wall. Again my colds interrupt me from throwing her out.
 

“Are you ok?!” she asked.

“Don’t touch me!” I shouted.
 

“Miki? Futsual is starting now..Eh? Are you two ok?” Yossie asked and stopped by the door.

I was sweating. What was wrong with my body? The only thing I could remember was fast foot steps and someone shouting my name…Everything…was…so...blurry….
 

***
 

“Miki…you should visit her…” Yossie said and took Miki’s hand. She shook her head and looked down.

“Why not? She needs you now…Her parents are away and she is at home with fever…”

“So why don’t you go to her then?!” Miki shouted and left the room.

“Miki?...what’s wrong with you…”

***
 

“Hm…shalala…shalala” I hummed a little melody because I felt a bit better. Maki told me that I collapsed in the dressing room. Thanks to Yocchan who called the doctor. He was here this morning and said that my fever has gone. But I should take it easy. Because of the fact that it was really nice outside, I decided to walk around a bit. I played a bit with my yoyo while I was walking.
 

It was really nice…not cold and not to hot…not many people around…

“Let me go!”

People screaming…Eh?

I didn’t thought of anything until I heard a slapping noise.
 

“What’s going on there…? Miki?!!!” I shouted when I saw that it was her.

Quickly I ran towards her. A big shadow disappeared in the little street.

“Are you ok?! What happened?!” I asked while trying to get her up.

It failed…she didn’t get up.

“What’s wrong?” I asked and kneeled by side her. She had her cheek covered with her hand. I slowly removed it and was shocked!

“Who did that?!”
 

Tears were rolling down her cheeks, dropping onto my hand.

She shifted a bit nearer but stopped. I knew what she wanted to do…

I placed my hand onto her back and hugged her tight.
 

“Aya..!” she screamed with her crying.

“What happened?”

“I wanted to tell him that I don’t want to be with him…but he…” Miki cried harder.

This asshole! “Where is he?!”

Miki shook her head, “I don’t know…” She held me tighter, “I’m sorry Aya…I wanted to tell you…”

I shushed her, “It’s ok…I have over reacted…”

I took her hand and smiled, “We don’t know what he is up to now…so…I’m begging you! Please live with me! I will take care about you!”

Miki looked up at me, “But you need your rest…”

I shook my head, “When you are by my side, safe, I don’t have to worry.”
 

“If I don’t make too much trouble…” Miki sobbed.

“No! Come…let’s go.”

I gave Miki my sunglasses and put on my cap again, “Wouldn’t be nice if someone would see us like this.” I laughed and placed my arm around Miki’s neck.

She nodded.
 

“You know? I’m there for you. I do everything for you.” I said and smiled.

Finally, Miki had her smile back on her face.

The most important thing I have to do now…being there for Miki with my heart.

And I hope…I can tell her…when the time is right…

Boom Boom Boom

Boom Boom Boom
 

I had to do a lot of Phone calls when we came to my apartment.

The police know every detail and they were searching for this….ARGH!!!

Tsunku was completely shocked. But we didn’t tell him that this guy was Miki’s Ex Boyfriend. He also made Miki a present. Tsunku said she should fly to Hawaii for a few days. What I found really surprising was that I have to go there too. Of course I would be there for work. But you know...knowing that Miki is there as well made me happy.
 

In the afternoon we got a call from the police.

Miki’s got robbed. They only got little clues…but still no sign of this ARGH!!

But they said that we can go out normally. Even…one thing is clear! I won’t let Miki alone if we would go out. Together we would be stronger right?
 

Miki was sleeping since a few hours ago.

I was sitting on my bed, Miki lying in my arms and her head rested on my shoulder. My heart was filled with happiness to have her so close again.

Her eyelashes were tickling against my neck when she woke up.
 

“Aya…?”

“Here…” I whispered back.

She snuggled into me again but looked up, “Some news?”

I shook my head. Miki sighed.

“Don’t worry…”

“Aya?...could we get out for a bit? I think it would help me a bit…”

“Are you sure?” I asked.

Miki nodded.
 

Anyway…I lost my Yoyo when I ran towards Miki this morning…Wouldn’t be bad to search for it…Lot’s of Memories are in this Yoyo…
 

***
 

“Hmm…it must be somewhere…” Miki said and looked around.

“There!” I said happily and picked it up.

“Oh gre—“
 

Hm? I looked behind me.

“Something wrong?” I asked.

She was standing there like she just had seen a ghost.

“Th-There…” she said pointing at something.

I turned again, “Hm?...Ah…Is it…?”

Miki’s face colour disappeared. She nodded.
 

“…Call the police.” I said and looked at her.

“What are you going to do?” She asked me quickly.

“Call the police…” I repeated again.

“Please…stay here…” Miki said and ran to a near phone box.
 

You…
 

“Oi!” I screamed and grabbed him by his collar.

“EH?”

“You will gonna be in so BAD trouble now!!!” I shouted and clenched my fist.

“What do you want?” He replied cool, “trying to hit me? Ts…silly girl!”
 

“SHUT UP!!!” I screamed and punched him into the face.

“You have hurt her! No one…NO ONE will hit her!! And who does will get in big trouble with ME!!!” I shouted again.

This guy…he just sat there and grinned.

I could hit this crappy face again and again!
 

“Aya!” I heard Miki shouting.

I looked around. Miki and police! Great!
 

“Now YOU gonna be in trouble!!!”

Quickly I turned around. It was too late. He wrapped one arm around my neck and held a knife before my throat.
 

The police tried to talk with him. But everytime they tried to get nearer he held his knife closer to my throat.
 

“Aya!!” I heard Miki again. Carefully I looked at her and smiled.

Hopefully…it would work…
 

‘Please…I don’t hope I watched Dragon Ball without learning some moves…’
 

I tried to punch into his stomach and it worked!
 

“Ufff”
 

But It was the wrong timing. I felt a bad pain on my right shoulder. When I looked on it…well…It didn’t look nice…

This idiot stabbed his knife into my shoulder!!!
 

“You…you…” I took a pause and gave him my Sukeban Deka look, “Uraaahhh!!” I screamed and kicked him right into his lower zone.
 

“Uffffffff….” Was the only thing he said and then he collapsed.

The police used the chance and ran over to us.
 

I was sweating and exhausted. The pain on my shoulder was getting terrible…

My eye took another peep at my shoulder…uhaaa…disgusting! My mind went blurry…I can’t look at blood long…it makes me dizzy…
 

“uh…uhaaa..ahuuu…” My legs felt weak suddenly.

I was going to fall!!

.

.

.

.

“Aya!!”

I fell into a pair of arms.

“Miki…tan…”

“Idiot! I told you to stay where you are!!” Miki’s voice was cracking.

I couldn’t see her clear…my hand travelled over her cheek and I gave her a smile.

“I let no one hurt you…” I whispered until my eyes were seeing nothing.
 

***
 

*sniff* *sniff sniff*
 

This smell…uhm…nice…

I opened my eyes and saw that I wasn’t lying in my bed.
 

“You’re awake…good.”

My eyes were fixed on a person sitting on a chair, “Hmm?”

“How do you feel?”

I closed my eyes and opened them again…ah it was yocchan…, “A bit better.”

“Glad to hear that” she said, “Look…” Yossie pointed at something that was near me.

I carefully got my back up and scratched my head.
 

“Ah…”

A big smiled appeared on my face.

“She didn’t left you since yesterday. ”Yossie said smiling and stood up, “Ok…have to go now…please get well soon. You are incredible.”

I smiled and nodded.
 

My eye’s caught Miki again who had her head on her crossed arms, sleeping peaceful on the edge of the bed.

Carefully I stroked away a few hair strains out of her face.
 

“Hmm…”

“Ah…Did I wake you up?” I asked.

“Uhm…no…hey! You’re awake? Since when? Are you ok?”

I laughed, “Don’t worry. I’m fine. Thank you for staying by my side.”

Miki smiled and nodded.
 

We kept staring at eachother.
 

“By the way…I talked with the doctor…you are lucky! You already can leave the hospital this afternoon. “

“Oh really?”

Miki nodded, “The check up was good.”

Suddenly something came back to my mind again.
 

“Ehm…what date do we have today??” I asked. Sorry…but I forgot it.

“23rd November. Why?”

I dropped onto my pillow again, scratching my head and grinning.

“Why?” she asked again.
 

“We will go and watch the firework tonight.”

Miki took a pause, “EEEEEEEH???!”

“Not EEEEH!! I had this in my mind since a few months ago…I really want to watch it with you…”

“Only! If you are really feeling better!”

“I feel better don’t worry! So is it a yes?”
 

“Yeeeeeeees~” Miki said and hugged me.
 

“OUUUCH!!!” I screamed.
 

Quickly Miki jumped back, Did I hurt you?!”

I pouted my cheeks first but then smiled, “Nope.”

Miki giggled.

“Awww come here!~” I laughed and hugged her.
 

I looked on my shoulder again.

The injury will leave a scar for sure.

But…ah doesn’t matter.

Oh my Oh my

Oh my Oh my
 

Well my stay in hospital wasn’t long. I came back at about 3 o clock.

“Miki tan I will go into the shower now…”

Miki looked up and hesitated to say something, “Ehhmmm…”

Ah did she want to join me? Please…please…

She grabbed a book, “I-I will just read erm…this book while you are in the s-shower.” She stuttered.

I gave her a forced smile, while my heart sank very deep…, “Uhum…”
 

In the bathroom I took off my clothes and went into the shower.

“Hmpf…” I sighed and bumped my head against the wall.

Something was still there…I’m scared of this ‘something’…If only I would know what it is…

The walls of the shower were steamed up. With my finger I wrote 4 words onto them. Sigh. Again I let my head bump against the wall.
 

A light pressure appeared onto my back, but was gone as far as it came.

I turned around quickly.

“Eh? W-what was…that?”

I looked around.

After I saw nothing in the bathroom I wrapped my towel around my body and ran into the living room.
 

“Miki? Eh…Were you just in the bathroom?”

Miki looked up from her book and gave me an innocent look, “No…Why?”

“Uhm…no it’s ok…” I said and headed into the bathroom again for getting dressed.

I could swear…someone touched my back…
 

***
 

“Taaaaaaaaan! Hurry up! If we want to reach the hills outside Tokyo we have to hurry!” I shouted and knocked against the bathroom door. She was in there too long now…

Finally the door clicked and opened.

“Sorry…I’m ready. Err…are you o-ok?”
 

I heard a snap near my ears and came back to reality.

“Y-you l-look really…be..be-beautiful!” I stuttered and kept staring at Miki.

She blushed…………….totally!!! Damn cute!

“Let’s go.” I said and locked my arm with hers.

It didn’t took long until we reached a hill outside of Tokyo to see the firework.

Why I decided to go somewhere outside Tokyo? Easy…from this hill we will have the best view over Tokyo!

“Let’s sit here.” Miki said and pointed at a nice big tree.

I nodded and let the bag drop by side it.

“Can y-you hold me while the firework?” Miki asked suddenly and looked at me with a little ‘nervous’ smile.

I nodded and took her hand. We seated ourselves under the tree. And again…I had Miki in my arms.

“2 minutes until the firework starts…” I whispered.

“It’s nice up here…I think we have a good view.”

I nodded, tapping my chin on her shoulder, “I watched a firework, 2 years ago, right here.”

Miki giggled, “With?”

“Ahh who was it again…I think it was…uhm…Ah! Natsumi and Maki! Oh yes I can remember now.”

“Cool…ah it started!”
 

Bright lights were twinkling in the clear dark sky.

A boom followed by another bang.

Different shapes, all very nice.

Big and small ones.
 

It was damn cold but seeing the bright coloured lights, makes me happy.

And to watch this nice moment with the girl that I love, makes me even happier.

Having her in my arms. Feeling every little hair that tickles against my face because of the light wind…Hearing her voice that make my heart bounce.

I enjoy every second that I can spend with her.
 

I had a look on my watch…the firework will end soon.

“I…think the final will come soon…” Miki said and smiled.
 

My eyes caught that her cheeks were red. I even was able to see that in the dark.
 

‘I…can’t hold it back…I have to…have to…’
 

Chu.
 

Finally…I gave her a kiss onto her cheek. I think…this was the best start.
 

“T-trying to copy my new habit?” She asked shyly.

I laughed quietly, “No…How was it? Miss Fujimoto please teach me.”

Miki began to giggle and turned around, “Quite good but look…”

She returned my kiss, “See…softly and short.”

My mind drove me crazy again…

“Hm…right…so, soft and quick?” I asked.

Miki nodded. I can’t tell it exactly but somehow…she looked at me…like she was waiting…for something?

“Uhmm and how about something like this?...” I asked and leaned closer.

She looked at my lips and then into my eyes with half closed eyes.

Her head came closer as well. My heart start bouncing.
 

Boom Bodoom Boom Boodoom
 

BOOM BOOM BANG BANG
 

Suddenly…the final of the firework began…

I stopped and was still looking at Miki. When she realised the final began her eyes were opened full again and she looked away.

Slowly she returned back to her position before the firework.
 

I gave a quiet sigh from me and wrapped my arms around her again.

Again…it failed. But…maybe I’m a bit closer.
 

“Don’t worry…”

“Hm?”

“Your kisses are great…” She said smiling.

I smiled as well.
 

Miki leaned her head against my shoulder, “Ayaya…I wish the time would stop…”

“Mikitty! We have to find the Dragon balls!” I laughed.

She couldn’t stop laughing, it looked cute.

After she managed to get breath again she said, “No! Serious…Nee…Aya chan…could you promise me something?”
 

“Everything…” I replied.

“Please…stay my friend for ever... I love it to have you close to me.”

“I promise. Then…promise me something too…”

“Uhm.”

”That I will stay your friend for ever too…” I said.

“Of course!” she replied, “And…I will tell you everything…no secrets anymore…” she added.

“Uhm…right…”
 

“B-by the way…uhm…I have to tell you something…”

I looked at her and when she looked at me I gave her my ‘WHAT…?’ look.

“I was in the bathroom today…”

“D-did you touch my back?”

She nodded guilty.

“Puuh…”
 

Shit! Suddenly I remembered…I wrote 4 words at the time…d-did she saw them?!
 

“Erm…did you saw something…on the shower wall?” I stuttered.

Miki thought a bit, “No? I just wanted to ask…” she blushed, “If I can join you…but then I felt embarrassing and ran out of the bathroom…”
 

Oh…so…I had the chance to shower with her… DAAAAMN!!!!
 

“Err…it’s…next time…erm…just ask…”

Miki giggled shyly.
 

The rest of the night we kept talking about promises.

When it got colder and late, we went back to my apartment and looked some DVD’s, drinking hot chocolate and were cuddling eachother like teddy bears.

All this things were bringing back many memories when we were teenager.

And I realised…we still are like we were a few years ago…
 

*** *** *** *** ***
 

[[Zooming into the shower]]

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[[Zooming at the shower wall]]

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‘Miki I love you’

The island of…Love?

The island of…Love?
 

“Oh yes yes yes! Finally Mikitty and me on Hawaii…hehehe” I whispered and ran in circles.

“Hohoho” Now I was jumping

I clenched my fist and looked up into the sky, putting on my sunglasses.

“Hihi Hoho haha!~ This is to good to be reeeeeaaal!~~” I giggled and danced around.
 

“Ayaya…here..we have room—“ Miki stared at me, “Ehm…What are you doing?”

“Whooo!” I screamed out of surprise, “N-Nothing!!” I replied quickly and stood still.

Miki gave me an irritated look, “Aha…yah well…we have room 223.”

I nodded, “Okeee!”

“How…how many cups of coffee did you have this morning?!” Miki asked me.

“2…or no wait…erm 6! Yeah 6!” I replied.

“You should leave it by one every morning…” Miki sighed and grabbed her bag.

“Naaah just kitting Tan~ No I’m exited an nervous~”

Miki smiled, “Come let’s have a look into our room.”

I nodded and followed her.
 

She had no clue that there was something…Something that I let prepare.

Mikitty unlocked the door and opened it.

“Whoaa! Nice room!” She said and dropped her bag directly down and looked around.

I did the same but stayed in the living room.
 

“Ayaya!! Look! Look here!” Miki screamed out of the bedroom.
 

Yes! She has found it! I ran into the bedroom, “What?” I asked cool.
 

“Whoa look at these nice pictures!”

I collapsed. She didn’t saw what I let prepare!!!

Quickly I poked onto her shoulder and pouted my cheeks when she looked back.
 

“Hm? Your ok?”

“Uhm!!!” I made a noise and pointed on the bed.

Miki’s eyes were passing my head and looked on the bed.

“Whoaaaa!” She screamed.

I wonder how much coffee she drank…
 

Finally…she picked up the bunch of flowers on the bed that I let prepare this morning.
 

“To Mikitty, Let’s have a nice stay here in Hawaii~ Ayaya.” Miki read and looked at me.

I gave her a smile, scratching my cheek with my index finger.

“You…”

Is she going to hit me?! She looked onto the floor.
 

“You are so CUTE!!” she suddenly screamed and hugged me.

I giggled.

“You never did something like this before.” She said, her head turning red like a tomato.

“Yahhrr…you know erm…j-just a little idea…” I stuttered.

Miki giggled.

After we saw our hotel room we went down and ate something. We were hungry.
 

***
 

“Nice dinner…Puuh…is it only me or why is it so hot?” Miki asked.
 

‘Ahem…Girl we are on Hawaii…’
 

“It’s Hawaii…you should expect something from an hot island or not?”

Miki nodded.

“Soo…do you want to go out? Beach? Or just relax the first day?” I asked looking around again.

“I’m a bit tired…” Miki said and began to strip away her shirt, “So I will relax a bit…”
 

‘Oh…oh…oh…keep quiet…keep quiet…oh oh nooo….’
 

“W-What are you doing??” I asked and hid my self behind the door.

“It’s damn hot…so I just get off some clothes. It’s nobody here so it’s ok. Isn’t it?”
 

‘Nobody h-here? I’m standing behind the door with a bleeding nose!’
 

“Yahh…I will stay here than too.” I said, hopefully changing the subject.

“Uhm. Maybe we can go to the beach tonight.” Miki said and jumped onto the bed.

I didn’t exactly know why but I joined her…Maybe because it looked so inviting…
 

“Uhaaa I’m tired…” Miki yawned.

“You didn’t slept well last night hm? I heard you when you went into the kitchen.”

Miki nodded and sighed, “Uhn…the storm last night was so loud…”

“I didn’t hear anything…was it so loud?”

“Maybe it was your snoring! But wait…when you didn’t hear the storm why did you hear me?”
 

I blushed, “Erm…because you…because the…because the bed sheets moved! Yeah the bed sheets moved when you stood up!”

“Oh…I see.” Miki said calm and closed her eyes.
 

I had a deep look into her face.

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“Something wrong?” she asked and kept her eyes closed.

“Do you have a 6th sense for catching me when I’m looking at you?!”

“Maybe…” she said and opened her eyes.
 

I smiled, “You are cute…”

Suddenly she turned around.

“You’re blushing?”

“N-No!” she stuttered and hid her face with her arm.

“Yes you are!” I laughed and turned her around.

She began to giggle, “Why are you saying this everytime?”

“Because it’s true…”

Miki began to laugh, “Stupid! Uha! S-stop tickling me!”
 

“Noooo~”

“A-aya! It tickles! Stop stop!” she cried out with her laughing.
 

“Uh! Ouch *%&!?° “ I screamed.

“Oh shit sorry! I didn’t want to kick y—“ Suddenly Miki laughed when she realised where she kicked me.
 

“S-stop laughing….ouch…even for girls it’s pain to get kicked down there…” I whined.

Miki wrapped her arms around my neck, “Sooorry~~”

I wanted to look up to her and give her my ‘angry’ look but my eyes stopped, staring at her chest.

Quickly I jumped up, “Yaahhh it’s ok!!! I have to use the toilet excuse me!~”
 

“Huh?”
 

Damn!! My nose was bleeding again. This is getting on my nerves!

Good that she was wearing a bra…

Is this for real?!

Is this for real?!
 

2 Days in Hawaii and Tan was always relaxing. This girl is definitive an indoor type! I asked her about 20 times to go to the beach with me…Everytime I ended up walking alone…The only best thing was our bath times…

Damn…what should I do? Photo shootings in the morning until afternoon…not much time to hang out with her then…
 

“Hmpf…what should I do…?” I asked myself and looked outside.
 

“Ayaya?”

I turned around, “Hm…?”

Miki smiled, “Want to go to the beach? Might be nice to go swimming when it is a bit late.”

A happy smile appeared on my face, “Finally! Of course!”

“Ok…I’m already finished. Go and get on your bikini~” She gave me a wink and disappeared in the living room.
 

Quickly I got into my bikini, covered from my hot pants and a tank top like Mikitty.

“I’m ready!~”

“Good so let’s go!~” Mikitty giggled and took my hand.
 

***
 

The sky was orange red already.

No people. Well of course there aren’t much people…we had a nice place between big stones and very much space. Funny that no one found this place already. Actually Miki found it when she was here with Morning Musume a few years ago.
 

“Ayaaaaa~”

“Huh?”

Miki giggled and splashed water into my face.

I splashed back.
 

“EEEEH?? Where is she?”

Miki was gone? How could that be?
 

“M-Miki? T-Tan?” I looked around. No Miki.
 

Suddenly something stroked my leg, I looked down quickly.

Ah she was diving. When she came up again she splashed water into my face.

“Ehehe.” She giggled.

She was so cute. I like it when she is so happy.

Miki looked into the sky.

I caught her reaction,“Pretty isn’t it?”

“Aya, you know…I always wanted to watch a sunset with you…should we watch it together?”

“Sure.” I said.

We walked back to the beach and sat down.
 

***
 

“Do you think…we had the chance to swim naked just now?” Miki asked.

I laughed, “Eh?”

“Never did something like this before. You?”

“N-No…and I wouldn’t try it.”

Miki laughed quietly.
 

The last days she was so quiet…She was so playfully when we arrived here on Monday. But then she got quieter. I tried to get her laugh but it failed everytime.
 

“Tan is something wrong?” I asked and shifted closer.

Miki took a pause and shifted nearer as well, “D-don’t know…I was thinking about a few things the last days…”

“About what?”
 

She looked up into the sky. Her hand travelled to mine and holds it tight.

My heart was skipping one beat after another one.

“L-Love…I wonder…if there will be a chance for me again…”

Will there be a chance for me? That’s what I am thinking about all the time…
 

Quickly I jumped behind her and hold her tight.

“There will be chances…believe me…”

“I think there is no one who loves me…” she added.
 

“Don’t be so stupid!” I said and turned her around.

She shook her head.
 

“It’s true! I lost the person who I love the most!” she cried back.

My heart sank. What did she meant?

“W-wait, don’t tell me that you still love…this…”
 

“No!! I… Damn! Just leave me alone!” she shouted and stood up.

Quickly I grabbed her wrist, “Miki please tell me!”

She shook her head, when she did, something dropped against my face.
 

‘W-water? N-no wait…’
 

I let go of her.
 

“I wish I could understand what you are thinking…I’m trying so hard since weeks now to show you what I feel…but maybe…I didn’t show you enough…”,

I took a break, “Please…tell me what’s wrong…”
 

She seated herself near me again, her knees against her chest and her arms wrapped around them.
 

There was a long silence.
 

“I don’t know…I’m not myself the last days…”

“I realised that…why? Do you have an answer why you are so upset the last days?”

Miki shook her head.

“When something is worrying you tell me…please.”
 

Miki took a long break and was thinking again.
 

“There is something…what did you meant by ‘I tried so hard since weeks now to show you what I feel’?”

I sighed…”I need time for this…I think…I just erm…It’s something I have to tell you”

Now Miki’s look was even more irritated.

“Please…”

Miki nodded, “Is it bad?”
 

“Don’t know…” I said and took her hand.
 

Again there was silence.
 

“Say…did it leave a scar?”

“Huh?”

“On your shoulder.” Miki said and looked at my shoulder.
 

“Yes…but I will take it positive.”

“How do you mean that?”

“Everytime when I look at it I will be glad that I have it…” I said and smiled.

“I don’t get it!”

I sighed, “I’m glad hat I have it because it is something special.”

“Why is it special? Can’t you just say why and don’t use 30 sentences?!”

“Idiot…this scarf shows me that I protected someone who I like…”
 

‘Or love…’
 

Miki got quiet again.

I wonder what she was thinking…
 

“I think…I know what you meant by the sentence…” she said quiet.

“Hm?”

“Your behaviour changed so much last month…you are caring about me more and more…”

“Got that right…yes…Because you were the one who cared about me all the years…and I was so stupid and didn’t saw it…” I said and got an idea.
 

“Taaan? Could you do me a favour?”

“Hm? What favour?”
 

I grinned.
 

***
 

“Eh??? What are you doing aya?!”

“Hold still!” I said and covered Miki with more sand.

“You are so stupid! I warn you! When you leave me alone like this I will kill you!” she screamed.
 

“Yah yah…”
 

***
 

“Finished~” I said cheerful.

“Fine you had your fun now get me out again!”

“No.” I said and crossed my arms on the place where Miki had her chest under the sand.
 

“W-what is this going to be?” she asked nervous.
 

I shushed her, “Be quiet…”

She was irritated.

“Close your Eyes and listen…listen carefully…”
 

Miki closed her eyes.
 

“You know…something changed…I changed so much because I fell in love with someone…”

Miki opened her eyes, “Wha—“
 

“Damn listen! Close your eyes I’m not finished yet!”
 

Miki hesitated but closed her eyes again.
 

“I fell in love with someone…And I truly love this person…We are hanging out every second…even if we had a quarrel…And I want to be there for the Person…”
 

‘Finally…’
 

“Miki…” I whispered and gave her a soft kiss onto her lips, “I love you.”
 

She carefully opened her eyes and was just staring at nothing.
 

Do you know why I covered her with sand? I don’t know how she would react…So if she might react with hitting me she has no chance…
 

“Aya…? Could you come nearer for a sec?” Miki whispered.

I hisitated and leaned forward.
 

Suddenly she pushed herself out of the sand and wrapped her arms around me, slamming me against the sand and kissing me with such much power.

This kiss was filling my heart with love…
 

“I love, love you, love you, love you!!” she repeated and kissed me thousand times.

“Is that true?!” I asked.

She rubbed her cheek against mine, “Yes!” she whispered into my ear.
 

I hugged her tight.

“Wa-wait! You are crying?” I asked and looked into her face.

Miki sniffed but smiled, “Uhum…I didn’t know that you would feel something for me after our futarigoto episode…I was too scared to ask…Your answer was clear enough for me at that time…”

“Miki…” I said and went my thumbs over her cheeks.

“Ayaya you are still irritating me~” Miki laughed and hugged me.

“You are irritating me as well!~” I laughed.
 

Is this the reality? Or a dream?

For me it’s reality!

Finally I said that I love her. And I didn’t expect her reaction at all…

I’m the happiest Aya on the world.
 

Miki and I were going back to the hotel.

We both have to sit down and talk about many things now.
 

_________________________________
 

Ok yaaaa it finally happend
 

Now there is something that I have to tell you all.

I will be away for 2-3 months.

I've got a health problem since last year april (panic attacks)

Finally I get help this year. On wedenesday (14th feb.) I will go to a clinic.

But I will come home on the weekends! That's good!! It would be terrible 2-3 months without H!P :ONscared:

I am a bit scared, though^^''

The first time I will be away for such a long time...

But I really need to use this chance! It really sucks that no one want's to help you -_-''

So wish me luck that I can live a normal life again without being scared^^
 

Ganbarimasu~

I think I said everything now...? Okeee but I think I will post one chap before I will go. And if not then you get them on the weekends^^

Mysterious sound

Mysterious sound
 

Miki and I were talking about the futarigoto episode until now.

She said that she loved me since we met us, but she was too afraid to tell.

I listened carefully to each word she said.

The futarigoto episode played a huge role in our conversation.
 

“You know…I tried to make my feelings a bit clearer to you when we had this dinner.”

I nodded, “When I said that we can’t get any closer I saw sadness in your eyes. Even in the funny moments when we laughed and giggled together I saw this sadness.”

She took my hand, “I was sad…at that point I wished that I never started that conversation…”
 

“But you know…we really can’t get closer…” I began.

Miki gave me a surprised look.

“…when we are working, right?” I smiled and stroked her cheek.

Slowly she closed her eyes and let her head rest on my lap, “Of course we can’t kiss us in public…I know that…” She whispered, “But I still can hug you in public right?”
 

“Mikitty…” I began to laugh, “If you didn’t realised it, you hug everyone!”

Miki giggled, “Ah…right.”

My fingers began to tickle her behind the ear. She snuggled into me and purred like a cat.

“Like this hmm…?” I whispered and leaned my head back.

“Mrrmm…” she purred back.

A smile appeared on my face.
 

“But…I love it more like this…” Miki took me by the wrist and laid me next to her.

She blushed a bit when our faces were only a few inches away.

I smiled and wrapped my arms around her.

“You really love cuddling hm?” I laughed quietly.

“Only with you~” she giggled back and rubbed her cheek against mine.

I loved it when she did that. And even more when she was lying in my arms and giving me warm feelings.
 

Miki came closer but stopped her head, “T-This is funny? On the beach I had the strength to kiss you but now I’m nervous.”

My face went red, “I-I’m nervous t-t-t-too.” I stuttered.

And this was really embarrassing for both of us.

But somehow…I feel like I’ve got the man role in our relationship. Well… but it feels great!

So I took all my strength together and gave her a little but lovely kiss on her lips.
 

She began to giggle again and snuggled into me.
 

“You are a funny girl mikitty~ I love you.”

“True?”

“I wouldn’t say it if it wouldn’t be true silly you~”

Miki’s heartbeat relaxed, “It feels so good…to know that you love me ayaya…”

I closed my eyes and let my heart melt by her words.
 

***
 

“Alohaaaaa~!”

“Gosh Maki don’t scream so loud thru the phone!” I shouted back.

Maki giggled, “Sorry~ and are you two ok?”

“Yep we are fine~ Nice weather and I don’t have to work today because it’s the last day of our trip~ How about you?”

“Ok…you started with the weather so I do it as well…It’s raining so much! Damn! You two are lucky!!! And I’m fine~” Maki’s voice was first angry but then happy.

“Ahh~ Well It’s nice that you are doing well!~” I took a look over Miki.

She gave me a glare that was filled with jealousness.

My body froze.
 

“Aya?”

“Huh? yeah yeah?”

“How is Miki?”

“She is doing really well. I can see that she relaxed more since yesterday.” I said and gave Miki a wink.

She blushed a bit.

“That’s really good! And now to the main reason why I call…”

‘Oh great…’
 

“What is it?”

“Yaah actually it’s good...I think.”

“Damn maki then say it!” I screamed.
 

“Ok…I’ve heard that you and Miki will have a 3rd single.”

Oh!!! My heart was bouncing.

“C-could you repeat that please?” I asked and switched on the free speaker.
 

“You maybe will have a 3rd single. Wasn’t that clear enough?”
 

Miki jumped up from the bed and ran in circles.

I smiled. This was too good to be real!
 

“M-Maki? I will call you back ok?” I asked.

“Eh?...Moo! Ok…take care you two. See you…ah! Tomorrow!”
 

I hung up and found Miki directly in my arms.

“Yaaaaaay~” She laughed.

“This is awesome! More time we can spend together!”

Miki nodded happily.
 

***
 

“Hmm…so what should we do on our last day in Hawaii?”

Miki thought a bit, but then shrugged with her shoulders, “Don’t know.”

This girl always let me end up with thinking!

“I think…you just want to stay here hm?”

Miki gave me a smile, “Only if you want to stay here too.”

“Indoor type you~” I laughed.
 

Miki stuck out her tongue and slammed her hand against her butt.

Naughty thoughts came to my head but I tried to hold them back.

I don’t want to shock Miki if I would do what I was thinking.
 

There was a short silence between us.
 

“Ah come let’s walk around a bit hm?” Miki finally said something.

I agreed and we went out.
 

There was a nice spot far away from the town we were staying.

We ended up walking, or better playing around.

Hugging each other, running around, trying to catch ourselves. We played like little kids.

It was fun.
 

The best thing, we were alone.

“Ohaaaa Mikitty look here!” I screamed with a high tone.

She quickly looked over to me, “Wha—“
 

“Nothing~” I whispered after I finished my kiss.

She began to giggle and wrapped her arms around my neck.

We collapsed both onto the sand and began to kiss us longer.

It felt great.
 

Snap Snap
 

I opened my eyes slowly, seeing that Miki still had her eyes closed.

Carefully I stopped, “Did you hear that?”

“Hm?”

“…Just thought…I heard something?”

She stroked my cheek and smiled, “Maybe just a bird.”

I smiled back and nodded. Again we continued kissing.
 

Snap Snap Snap Snap.
 

“Eh?” I whispered and looked around.

“This time I heard it too.” Miki said looking around aswell.

Somehow…I had this nervous and bad feeling in my stomach.

I stood up and checked the area a bit, but saw nothing.

“Maybe…it really was just a bird?” I asked.

“Could be…?”
 

Then there was another noise. We both saw a shadow that disappeared behind the trees.

I took Miki’s hand, “Come let’s go. I don’t like this here…”

Miki nodded and we headed back.
 

I couldn’t sleep that night.

This was all so mysterious. But when I looked in Miki’s face when she was sleeping I calmed down. Still…this feeling in my stomach was still…there.

“メリー　クリスマス”

“メリー　クリスマス”

Merry Christmas
 

 few sun strains were shining thru the curtains.

I was lying on my belly, still sleeping lightly. After a while I sensed my Miki shifting nearer. When I felt that her hand came under my shirt, stroking my back softly, I turned my head to the right side.

A soft “Good Morning.” Came to my ears.

I smiled and opened my eyes.
 

My eyes coughed her only a few inches away from me. She looked cute with messy hair and a sleepy face. Slowly she climbed on top of me.

“Morning.” I replied soft and smiled.

Miki stretched her arms, making a “Mhh….”sound.

“Slept well?” I asked.

“Yep.” She answered playing with my hair.

She bends down and kissed me. I returned her kiss softly.
 

Somehow things changed. Our behaviour was different.

We touch us in other ways than before.

Sometimes, my head was telling me things that frightened me.

This feeling inside me…that says that I should do more…

The way she is playing with me is turning me on. I gently swap places with her and wanted to kiss her more.

Just when I did…the telephone rang…

Miki blushed and covered herself with the blanket.

Talk of bad timing…

I sighed and answered the phone…
 

“Yah…?”

“Good Morning Matsuura san, I just wanted to say that your Taxi to the airport arrived.”

“Uhm…thanks…”

“We will wait for you.”
 

The reception hung up the phone.

I scratched my head and looked over to Miki.

“Sorry…”

“F-for what?” she quickly replied.

My head went red.

She smiled, “Taxi arrived?”

I nodded. Well…at least the whole trip to Hawaii was very relaxing and good.
 

***
 

Sweet Home…Sweet Home.
 

Over the whole flight my mind was on Miki.

My eyes took a peep over to the girl who was sitting on the sofa, watching some TV Programs.

I walked quietly to the window, not trying to disturb Miki from watching TV.

The sky was clear outside and the bright lights of the town were reflecting against the window.
 

“You are so quiet aya…is everything alright?”

A pair of arms appeared around my waist and a little Miki looked into my eyes.
 

“Do you not want to watch your TV program to the end…?” I whispered.

She smiled and rested her head on my chest, “Nah…”

“Hmm anyway…Mikitty erm…you know…Christmas is soon…” I sighed and tipped my chin on the top of her head.

“Uhm…I would love to spend the night with you…”

My heartbeat went faster. Christmas Eve with Miki? Oh yeah!
 

“Of course! Err I mean…I would like to spend it with you too…if you erm…want to?”

Miki smiled, “Good. You know…Christmas with the other girls...is boring.”

I pinched her cheek and giggled. Miki stared at me and said nothing.
 

‘You have so beautiful eyes…’
 

“I love you.” She whispered and hugged me tight.

I returned her hug, “I love you as well…”
 

*********
 

Sigh.

One day before Christmas…and I…have still…NO present for Miki!!!

It’s hard to find something for her…I’m not so lucky…

I’m walking around in Ginza since 10.00am in the morning. There must be something!!

Something special…
 

“Can I help you madam?” a friendly and young shopkeeper asked me.

“Erm…I’m looking for a present for my girlfr…errr bo-boyfriend!” I stuttered.

“We have some Rings for men over there. Do you want to have a look?”

“Er did I say b-boyfriend?! Sorry I’m quite confused because I didn’t buy a present for my best friend.” I quickly shot back.

The shopkeeper looked irritated but smiled like she had the right thing. And yes! She had it!
 

*********

My heart was bouncing fast when I heard the doorbell rang.

Quickly I jumped to the door and opened it. My jaw dropped to the ground.
 

“Hey.” Miki giggled.

“H-hi!” I stuttered back, “You look damn beautiful!”

She was wearing a nice red glittery dress that ended at her knees.

Miki blushed and came into my apartment. My legs were shaking a bit.
 

‘What now?!’
 

Like she could read minds she came closer and hugged me.

She smelled really nice…”How are you?” she asked me and looked up.

“F-fine and you?” I asked back.

“Fine as well~”

“So, I panned everything…do you want to hear my little list for tonight?” I asked and watched Miki while she sat onto the couch.

“Sure.” She smiled and crossed her legs.
 

“Ok. 1st of all I’d made a Christmas cake, a strawberry cake. I’d like to eat it with you. 2nd, we can exchange our presents and chill out a bit. 3rd, I will take you to a date. We can walk in the streets and parks of Tokyo a bit. Might be romantic?” I paused and blushed.

Miki giggled, “Good ideas. And…what do we do after our little walk?”

Suddenly she had a smirk on her face.

I scratched my head, “Er…well yeah. I haven’t thought about that yet…ha…ha…ha”
 

“Yah, so first the cake hm?”

I nodded, “I will go and get it, wait a sec.” I headed into the kitchen.
 

***
 

There we were. Sitting on the floor and eating my yummy Christmas strawberry cake.

“It’s delicious!”

“Glad you like it! Ah Miki…say Aaaaaaaaa~” I took the strawberry of my cake and held it between my thumb and index finger.

“Aaaaaaaaaa~”

Miki began to giggle while she chewed the strawberry.

“Uhm. Now you~” she laughed and fed me with a strawberry as well.

I grinned. Her childish giggling made me happy. She was so cute.

“Hey…” she put her index finger under my chin and moved my head nearer to hers.
 

We kissed us. Her lips tasted like strawberries. And to be honest…the kiss was better than the cake…

“Hey Miki…let’s exchange our presents yeah?” I whispered.

She nodded and smiled.
 

“Merry Christmas Miki~” I said cheerful and gave her a little package.

“Oh~!!” Miki looked surprised and happy when she saw the golden Ring.

“I love you.” I whispered and kissed her on to the cheek.

“I love you too…and I think you will be surprised now…” she said and gave me her present.

It was wrapped into the same paper like mine.

I opened it and yes! I was surprised!

“T-The same ring?” I laughed, “Now we have something matching again hm?” I smiled.

“Yeah, I had to think about you when I saw it…” she said and blushed.

I giggled.

“A-Aya could you put it on my finger?” she asked me.

“S-sure!” I took the ring and carefully put it on her ring finger.

“Thanks~ Erm…can I…too?”

I nodded. She took the ring she bought me and put it on my ring finger as well.
 

“Yaaaay~” we both giggled and hugged us.
 

***
 

It was about 11:00p.m when we walked around in a park near my apartment.

It was really cold. Miki was shivering really strong. Somehow the scene remembered me of Hokkaido… I put my right arm around her shoulders and held her closer to me.

“You’re ok?”

She smiled and nodded. Her cheeks were red because of the cold.

“You were right Aya…it is romantic outside here…even it’s a bit cold but your body is so warm…I can feel your heartbeat…it’s relaxing…” Miki stopped, closed her eyes and shifted nearer. My body got warmer and warmer.

“Aya…the new year is coming nearer and nearer…”

“Uhm…”

“Please let me be still a part in your life then too…”

“I will…I will take care of you…no matter what happens…you will be in my heart. You are my love and my best friend.”

She just wanted to say something but…
 

“A- Hey look! It’s snowing!”

“Ah really!” I replied and looked up.

“Beautiful…”

“Yeah…That’s even more romantic…”

“We are really lucky, right?

“We are…we really are.” I smiled and put my arm around Miki again.
 

“C-can we go back again? I’m freezing…” Miki stuttered.

“I thought my body is warm?”

“It is! But, I want to go to your place again…It’s nicer there…No hard park bench but a really really nice and warm bed!”

“Oh I see. Ok then let’s go!!!”
 

***
 

Miki was right a warm bed is nicer than a park bench.

We cuddled ourselves under the blanket. Nothing is nicer to cuddle with the most be loved to finish a romantic day.

.

Chapter 17 New Year with a big climax

Chapter 17

New Year with a big climax
 

I think that I’ve spend the nicest Christmas in years. Everything was perfect.

And I also got another big surprise fore Miki, which she doesn’t know yet…

I booked a Hotel room in a traditional Japanese Hotel in Aomori for New Year. It was expensive, but nothing is more important for me to have a nice start into the New Year.

I wonder how Miki would react…

She just woke up besides me.
 

“31st until1st January, you and me in Aomori. Everything is booked already.” I said cheerfully and waited until Miki reacted.

Miki rubbed her eyes and looked sleepy at me ”Hmmm….what?” she took a break, making a groan sounds while she stretched herself. Suddenly her eyes opened fast.

“What?! Aomori?!”

I nodded and smiled “Yup. Excited?”

“G-Good joke Aya!” Miki giggled and turned around again.

“It’s no joke.”

“Aw…come on Aya…” she faced me and patted on my cheek.

“It –is –no –joke –my –dear.” I repeated slowly and more believable.

She looked like her eyes were going to “pop” out of her head “Oh…?”

Miki blinked a few times

“YES!! Oh YES!” she suddenly screamed, hugged and kissed me to death.

“Slow down, slow down!” I laughed and gently pulled her back again.

“Aya…it’s really no joke?”

“No.”

She looked happy to me.
 

“Oh…wait; do we have no show on the 31st?”

“Nope. Don’t know why, but when I beg Tsunku for days off, I’m lucky. This year we had pretty much days off haven’t we?”

“Yeah…somehow you are right! Hey well…isn’t that bad huh? We spend much time together in those days.” Miki smiled and snuggled up to me.

“Uhn…”I replied with a wide grin.
 

***
 

I had still much work to do the days before 31st of December.

Interviews, recording my New Year message, talking about plans for the beginning of 2007, some ideas for new commercials and much more.

It was a lot but I worked hard. It was sad that Miki and I weren’t able to fly to Aomori together.

So we had to meet us there. She managed to check in one day earlier.
 

When I arrived at the big traditional Hotel I was really amazed. A really old but somehow modern Hotel. The room that I booked was 100 meters away from the main building in a little forest. The at-mosphere was really relaxing. The whole hotel was split in 8 parts. I booked the quietest and most remote Apartment like Room. (LOL sorry hard to describe my thoughts here^^’’Well I think you need a lot of fantasy xD)
 

I pushed the door to the right side, stepped in and took my shoes off.

“Miki? I’m here now.” I said and looked around. “Hm…nice.”

“Hey~” Miki greeted me.

I smiled, “Your ok?” I asked, bend down and gave her short kiss on her lips, like a husband would give it his wife when he heads of for work or coming back.

“Yeah, had a god fly? Nice here Aya, isn’t it?”

“Uh yeah…fight was boring without you…and it is really nice here. I’m pretty good in finding good places to stay huh?”

Miki giggled.

I put down my bag and sat besides Miki.
 

“So Miki…what do you want to do?”

She took a deep breath:
 

“Taking a nice bath in the hot springs, sitting here in yukatas, order some food and yeah …just being with you…”
 

I was quite surprised “So nothing big?”

“No…like I said some relaxing time with you.”

Well…Miki is an indoor type…

And actually it feels good to be with her, alone. Nobody around us, watching us or anything else.

“No Problem with me. We still got tomorrow for a little walk or so, right?”

Miki nodded and smiled like a little kid.
 

“So…ready for a little bath hmmm?” I asked.

“Oh yes~ I need it really badly right now!”

We both nodded and went to the hot springs.

We took our clothes off and washed ourselves and then slowly climbed into the hot water.

“Ahh…” Miki sighed, “So good….”

I closed my eyes, letting the water calm down my senses.
 

“Miki…can I ask you something?”

“Sure…” she replied and closed her eyes.

“Have you…had you ever slept with someone?” I asked shyly. We never talked about sex or things like that. I don’t even know why I asked…
 

“No…” she replied calm, “What about you...”

“Not directly…” I sighed, “It was so stupid…we were drunk, got undressed and then I realised what I was doing. Before he could enter me I pushed him away, got dressed again and left…He wasn’t even my boyfriend. Stupid huh?”

Miki laughed quiet, “Yeah…but you did the right thing…I think…”

I laughed, opened my eyes and looked to my right. She was relaxed and still had her eyes closed.

“I think…when you do it with someone it should be special and with one who you love…right?”

“It should…shouldn’t it?” Miki whispered and looked at me with a smile.
 

I smiled back, put my arm around her neck and gave her a kiss on her cheek.

Miki laid her head on my shoulder.

“So…we are both virgins…”

“Yeah…but its ok isn’t it?” she asked.

I thought about it…
 

“It is, isn’t it….? Aya…?”

“Hmmm…Well…”

“Eh?” Miki looked at me. I blushed and looked away.

“Well…uh…d-doesn’t matter.” I cut off.

Miki stared irritated at me.

“What?” I asked.

“N-nothing…” she said and still stared, “Well…there is! What do you think Aya-chan?”

“I just…think…you know…you and…me…Stop! Stop! Doesn’t matter forget it!” I laughed weakly.
 

Miki stood up suddenly.

“W-where ya going?! I asked.

“Back…to our room!” She shouted back.

What was wrong with her?? “Are you ok?!” I shouted.

“Uhhh!!” Miki threw her arms into the air and disappeared.

I stood up as well and followed her. Her things were gone. Quickly I got dressed too and ran to our

Room.
 

“Miki? What’s wrong?” I asked as I saw her sitting on the floor.

“Why can’t you never get straight to a point?!”

“How do you mean that?”

I asked and sat beside her.

She lowered her head and looked onto the floor, “Say what you want…don’t babble some stuff that is

rubbish…Damn…Come on! Say what you feel! Tell me what you want, what you want to say to me!”

I thought about it…
 

“I- I…” I began, “I would like to go a level up…o-only if you want as well…”

“You think…this is a game?” She gave me her death glare.

“No…no…”

“Well that is what you said right now…”
 

“DAMN MIKI!!! Ok, I want Sex with you! Want to feel you in other ways then before!” I began

to shout, “But…I’m scared…I don’t know what you want…and if you even want to…” I said shyly.
 

“That wasn’t that hard was it?” Miki smiled and stroked my cheek.

I nodded irritated.

Does she want to or not…?
 

“You know…we going to miss the fireworks and all that…” she said with a naughty voice as she

unbuttoned my shirt.

My heart was bouncing faster. This is what I wanted, and it looks like she wanted it too.

I put down all of my guards and wanted to have fun.

“I don’t care!” I said and kissed her neck.
 

Bring it on!
 

***

“Our first time Aya-chan.” Miki whispered and threw my shirt away.

“Yeah…” I replied kneeling on my knees and made Miki sat on my lap.

My hands slipped underneath her shirt and took it of her.

“Hmm no bra…” I grinned.

Miki giggled.

I kissed her deeply and ran my nails gently up her stomach.

Her body was trembling.

She stretched her neck and I used the chance and began to kiss her neck.

Mikitty ran her hands down and played with my bra and opened it with a little tug.
 

Suddenly she pushed me down onto the futon and gave me lots of deep kisses.

“You know exactly how to turn me on…” I told her.

“I know.” She replied and raised her eyebrows in a flirty way.

My head was spinning and shouting for more. Actually I never thought of the fact sleeping with a girl

someday. Miki changed everything in me. From colleagues to friends and from friends to lovers.

She loved me for years and didn’t give it up until my statement on our Futarigoto. Her heart must

have been aching after I went out with some boys over the years. And so I felt too after I had fallen for her and she was dating this mountain gorilla.
 

“I love you.” I whispered and swapped positions with her.

We got out of our last sheet of clothes.

Slowly I made my way down to her breasts. I touched and kissed them softly.

Miki began to sigh lightly.

One thing led to another and soon the most intimate part was there.
 

“Tell me when it hurts yeah? I don’t want to hurt you…I erm…” I stuttered and stopped with my ac-tions, feeling quite embarrassing suddenly.

She slapped my cheek playfully and kissed me, “Yeah, yeah, keep going.”

I gave her a kiss onto her forehead and continued.

The air was getting hotter with any minute.

Miki began to groan louder. Pearls of sweat were running down on our overheated bodies.

Minutes were passing by. She began to moan my name.

Bangs and Booms were hearing outside.

A loud scream filled with high pleasure exploded the room. Its echo was repeating in my ears.
 

“Happy n-new…year…” I gasped and slowly and carefully collapsed on Miki.

I buried my face on her shoulder.

My lungs were burning and I tried hard to breathe some air.

Miki’s heart was pumping hard, so did mine.

Her fingers were tickling my neck, making me tired.

It took some while until we both relaxed.
 

I cleared my throat, “A-Amazing…”

“Hmmhmmm…well done…”

“Do you feel ok?”

“Definitely…” she whispered with a smile.

I placed a sleepy kiss onto her lips.

“Love you Aya…”

“Love you too.”

She wrapped her arms around my waist and rested her head on my chest.

It didn’t take long until we fell into dreamland…..
 

(Well sooner or later it would happen a bit more between them anyway =P If you wonder why I can write something like that, it’s because of reading lots of fictions, watching films, reading mangas xD etc. xD Still I think I can’t describe this ‘scenes’ good ^^’’ Hmm but I think for the story it is ok =D )

Chapter 18
 

“IYAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! “

I heard a scream and before I had a chance to see what happened I felt a bad pain…

“Uh! OUCH! Miki?! What the X%”$!?!” I cried in pain.

“Your damn COLD feet touched mine!!!” Miki shouted and looked at me.

“Aw aw…ou…ch…”

She even hadn’t got a clue ‘where’ she had kicked me.

I kept rolling to the left side and then to the right side.

“What’s wrong?”

“W-what’s wrong?!” I cried out, “THAT’s wrong!!” I showed her where she kicked me.

“Ups.”

‘Ups’?! Is all she can say?!

“It’s the second time you kicked me down there!” I whined. It still hurt.

“Awww…come on…don’t be so stupid…” she sighed and lay down onto her side again.

My eyes popped wide open.

“Even for GIRLS it’s PAIN to get KICKED down THERE!” I replied sharpen, “And even MORE when you are NAKED!!”

I pinched her butt.
 

“UUUHHHHH!!!” she quickly turned around, “AYA!!!”

I grinned, “We AREN’T quit…not yet.”

She gave me her super death glare.

“Honey, if you think your glare would work on me…you are wrong.”

“Then…what should I do to…” she came nearer and put her index finger under my chin, “…apologize?”

“Hm…I quite got an idea…” I grinned.

She grinned too.
 

***

A good deal later, we went into the shower and cleaned the mess we had left from our awesome night and from Miki’s apologize…
 

Miki and I we were both in a very good mood, so we choose to go to a temple.

It was cold but very nice outside.

“What will you wish for this year?” she asked me.

“I won’t tell you~”

“Aw come on! Pleeeeease.” She begged.

“Tell me yours.”

“No.” she laughed.

I smiled, “See.”
 

***

It was sad that we had to fly back after we went back from the temple.
 

The flight was quiet and without troubles. I hadn’t got time to stay at Miki’s place so I just went with her to the door.

“It was nice. I enjoyed it.” I said and put down her bag.

“Oh~ I enjoyed it too.” She had a smirk on her face…

Pervert girl you…
 

Miki looked to the left and I to the right.

“Safe.” We both said and kissed us.

“I will call you tomorrow. I will be away with the other girls, talking about a new single.” Miki said.

“Ok. I’ve got a lot to do as well…Well…let’s see…on Wednesday we will record the PV of Lu Lu Lu right?”

“Yep. What do you think? Will it be something like Melodies?”

“I hope so!” I began to laugh, “Well but I think Tsunku wouldn’t do that again…after all these rumors…”

Miki giggled, “But actually they were true, right?”

“But they don’t know…I hope.”

“Well ok…Love you and see you on Wednesday.”

I smiled and nodded.
 

***

“Goooood Morning girls~”

“Mooooorning.” We greeted a stuff member.

“Now…here are your plans for the PV. Nothing difficult. You two learned the choreography right?”

I nodded.

“Gooooood~ So Ok. There are your costumes. And the most…have fun hahaha~” the stuff member laughed and gave us a wink.

“I told you he’s gay…” Miki pinched my side.

“He iiiisn’t!” I replied.

Miki sighed and poked onto my forehead, “Believe what you want…”
 

“You’re ok?” I asked her.

“Hm? Yeah, of course.” Miki picked up her costume, “Why shouldn’t I?”

“Ah no…you’re just a bit quiet…that’s all.”

I had a look at the dresses…Ok I think when my mother will watch this PV she would give me a long preach that she doesn’t like it when she sees that I am wearing so short costumes again…

“I just got a call from my parents…they didn’t sound normal somehow…they said that I should come up to Hokkaido in May.”

“Why May? Not now?” I asked and got into the pants.

“Don’t know…they said that there is something we should talk about…Does it look good on me?”

I looked up, “Oh damnnnnn good~” I put up my hat and surrounded Miki’s waist with my arms, “So…they didn’t say about what they want to talk with you?”

“No…and that is what is worrying me.” Miki answered and checked my hat.
 

“GIRLS?! ARE YOU READYYYYY~~~?!” the stuff member shouted from outside.

“YEEEEEEES!” we shouted back.

“I believe you now…” I grinned.
 

***

“No, No, No! Cut!!” the director shouted.

“What?! What’s wrong this time?” I sighed angrily.

He stood up and came to us.

“You’re dance style is sooooo lame!”

“What?” Miki asked speechless.

He turned to Miki and grabbed her shoulders, “Straighten your back, damn it!”

That was enough!

I slapped his hands away and grabbed him by his collar. That even got the attention from the stuff and camera members.

“Watch out what you are-“
 

“Hey !! What’s going on?!”
 

It was Tsunku. What was he doing here?

I let go of the director. The director went to Tsunku and they began to talk.

The camera man soon joined the conversation. Tsunku kept calm but the director began to sweat.

After the 5 minute talk he threw his cap onto the floor and went out of the room.
 

“W-what happened?” I asked when Tsunku came up to Miki and me.

“Well he can search for another job now.” He said calm.

“Erm…huh? Are you allowed to do that?”

“Actually not, but he got fired sooner or later anyway. He did things he isn’t allowed to do so…”

Miki and I nodded.

“But Ayaya…” he started.

“Y-yes?”

“Leave your ‘Asamiya Saki’ behavior at home, ok?”

I blushed and nodded, “O-ok. I’m sorry.”
 

Tsunku stayed and looked that everything went right.

It was funny but I was getting really tired…I hadn’t slept enough last night because I was on a TV show. So it was only 2-3 hours…

We got our schedules after the recording.
 

“Album recordings? GAM… WOW wait?! We get an Album?!”

Tsunku nodded, “Of course. It was time. There will be also a tour. Your first GAM tour. I think it will be a great Tour with many people.”

Hey wow it was getting interesting now!
 

Later I learned from Miki that she was happy about all this but it was too much. She will be Leader of Morning Musume soon…that would be a lot of hard work for her.

It also went to be that we haven’t seen us for weeks. The only thing we did was talking on the phone and sending us E Mails.
 

When Yossie Graduated from Morning Musume we all celebrated together.

Miki wasn’t there. She went up to Hokkaido and talked with her parents.

On the phone she didn’t wanted to talk about what they discussed.

She behaved different somehow…but I thought it had all to do with her part as Leader now…

To be continued…