Falling   von JunaBlossom
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                               Kapitel 2: Cursed
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So here I am again!
And yeah... a English version! Who don't want to read... Go away... I know my
English is awful... so what!? The little poem will be nicer that way^^
Maybe a few of you mean the same...
And... you will make me a happy girl when I get a few reviews...
So then
Till the next time
God bless you all
Juna


Cursed

My heart is cursed... my body destroyed... my life tainted... cursed... and all
around me... was cursed as well, when my heart let them in... when my lips speak
the forsaken words... their death will come... because of me...
Tomorrow never exist anymore....
For me... it will be an endless black night...
Nothing holding me... nothing I hold on
For me... the sun will never rise on the horizon again...
My tears... for her... will never dry...
I'm tainted...
I'm cursed...

Slowly it faded away...
The light I need in my live...
And I... couldn't do anything against it...
Clutching the thin body near to mine...
Feel the warmth flowing away...
"Don't"
I hear me say
"Don't leave..."
a cold hand was now in my face. Brushing soft my skin and then rest weakly on my
cheek
"Never..."
heavy-going words escape the bloody lips
"I will... always be with... you..."
my fingers brush the strands from the ashen face. Red coloured from the blood.
"Please..."
I beg and my hand lay over the resting on my cheek
"I need you..."
my eyes burning
"... more than anything..."
and the crystal teardrops falling in the abused face. Rolling the pale cheeks
down.
"I will never forget..."
were the words I hear... it wasn't more as a faint whisper
"... that you after all... cared for me..."
a sob escape my lips...
"Don't care..."
I cried
"... simply love..."
I hear me say... the forsaken words from my own pale lips
"I just..."
new tears fall down in the face
"... love you..."
more forsaken words... cursed words... which... destroy everything around me...
"I love you, too..."
it was faint... so faint... that I almost not catch the last words. But I hear
them... and my lips touch the others.
It taste like blood... but deny the fact... it was sweet like honey. I opened my
eyes and see the little smile on the red lips. Lightly I brush my fingers over
it. The eyes were half closed...
"... Love you..."
faint words again... a loud soft whisper from the wind. My arms pushed the body
nearer to mine...
"Don't leave... for heaven's sake... don't leave..."
but I know... my words don't reach anymore... my begs won't be heard... no
more...
My tears streaming down my face... falling down and they don't wanted to stop. 
It was the first time for a long time... I regret again... of being alive.
That I didn't die on that cursed day... then... when... I wouldn't sit here...
crying like no tomorrow...
... but the thing was...
for me...
... tomorrow has died here in my arms.

My heart is cursed... my body destroyed... my life is tainted... cursed... and
all around me... was cursed as well, when my heart let them in... when my lips
speak the forsaken words... their death will come... because of me...
Tomorrow never exist anymore....
For me... it will be an endless black night...
Nothing holding me... nothing I hold on
For me... the sun will never rise on the horizon again...
My tears... for her... will never dry...
I'm tainted...
I'm cursed...
... and took away what I love the most...

And the low wind shattered around the sakurapetals... the only ones... who
remind of the faded life in his arms...

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