thoughts and poems von Fysaliss ((texte die ich schrieb und ich jez zusammen stell XD)) ================================================================================ Kapitel 1: Nobody want's to be me --------------------------------- nobody want's to be me i'm digusting , a bitch , a slut ,selfsenterd... Hate rules digg the forbiden only love myself i'm revolting Don't look too bad act real sweet looking for adventures lost too much sleep hurt those i love 'cause i don't wanna lose. hurt myself won't let anyone to close at me... i'm weak... nobody want's to be me i'm digusting , a bitch , a slut ,selfsenterd... Hate rules digg the forbiden only love myself i'm revolting got friends & familie but who needs that when they're better off alone? i hurt myself by hurting them i hate myself i hate that i'm still alive how can someone love that? don't it hurt to see how easily i break & that i'd love to die? nobody want's to be me i'm digusting , a bitch , a slut ,selfsenterd... Hate rules digg the forbiden only love myself i'm revolting but who knows... maybe i'm not all bad can i hope? thanks for hoping with me thank you for holding on to me & thank you for loveing me i guess i'll fight for your sake... Kapitel 2: Suacidal & Death --------------------------- suacidal and death! go and leave me... forget our bonds don´t remember your name seen pain and hatered but you know what? I don´t give a fuck on your apinione! I´m better than that... love and faith came and took me remember the story don´t think so much had alot and nothing and guess what, i have a new toy so fuck off! Kapitel 3: Only Memories ------------------------ I´m just a litle thing that doesn´t know where it shall go on my ways I find alot but never keep anything only memories~... i´m watching things come and the things that go i just watch as things seem to change but actually they stay the same Kapitel 4: 2♥NE ((2 Love one)) ---------------------------------- What can I do? I'm in Love with you! When I'm alone, you're the one I miss There's something special in your kiss Hold on to me Then you will see That I'd do everything 'cause you make me sing ♪ Is this love? Is this how it is, the way I feel my heart beet... 2♥NE Kapitel 5: my FairyTale ----------------------- ...~*~... will you help me? are you going to stand by my side? do you know the things i´ve seen? will you ofer me a place to hide? can you help me, I want to rewrite my story? its kinda all gone wrong, you know what i mean? its like i´m stuck in the wrong book, this isn´t my life i´m leading... not my fairy tale! once i was sleeping beauty saved by a prince who showd me the beauty of needing some one to lean on i let go of all i had and lost more than that prince was worth... i lost faith i lost feelings i lost teers for alitle while i felt like the snowquween must have done... deep frocen without any proper emotions just there but never awere... only cride in sicracy... then there was cinderella the girl on the ball... as a gestur of thankfullnes i full fuild that rolle but hated it cause it fellt like a lie... now i am someone else but i´m still not sure who~ my haert isn´t frocen any more and i can crie again thank you for rescuing me my prince! ♥ Kapitel 6: to Young ------------------- °we're to young know to little we should prepare for the future but we shouldn't decide yet °I'm to young am always scared don't want to lose you because you are too important to me °we're to young learning to love shouldn't rush into anything but enjoy our lifes °I'm to young frightend of eternety but I look long for her and her promises Kapitel 7: zu Jung (german) --------------------------- -wir sind zu jung wissen zu wenig haben keine ahnung von nichts wir sollten uns für die zukunft vorbeireiten uns aber nicht fest setzten -ich bin zu jung habe dauernd angst will dich nicht verlieren weil du mir zu wichtig bist -wir sind zu jung lernen zu lieben sollen nichts überstürzen aber unser leben geniesen -ich bin zu jung Fürchte die ewigkeit doch ich sehne mich nach ihr und ihren versprechen Kapitel 8: Death ---------------- If life was a game could we enjoy it? If death never came would we ignore it? When happiness kisses sadnes and loss and relisment were friendes could we stop worrieing? Just for a moment forget that life'll never be complet without death? Kapitel 9: ♪ I called you ♪ --------------------------------- ♪ I searched your presence ♪ but never yound a trace ♪ this warm summereve ♪ leaves me a shiver ♪ cause you don't react ♪ I called you ♪ but you didn't hear ♪ The phone rang ♪ why can't you be here? ♪ I called you ♪ but you didn't hear ♪ The phone rang ♪ why can't you be here? ♪ I try to trust ♪ but without your sign ♪ I tremble and fall ♪ the peaces of me ♪ put them together ♪ I called you ♪ but you didn't hear ♪ The phone rang ♪ why can't you be here? ♪ I called you ♪ but you didn't hear ♪ The phone rang ♪ why can't you be here? ♪ I'll wait for you ♪ as long as necesery ♪ to have you by my side ♪ even if not as partner ♪ but as lustfull lover ♪ I called you ♪ but you didn't hear ♪ The phone rang ♪ why can't you be here? ♪ I called you ♪ but you didn't hear ♪ The phone rang ♪ why can't you be here? ♪ I won't give in ♪ not to the lies ♪ the ones in my head ♪ they sai your gone ♪ not mine ♪ I called you ♪ but you didn't hear ♪ The phone rang ♪ why can't you be here? ♪ I called you ♪ but you didn't hear ♪ The phone rang ♪ why can't you be here? ♪ I don't care ♪ I'll binde you to me ♪ you won't get away ♪ I've decided ♪ I want you, need you ♪ I called you ♪ but you didn't hear ♪ The phone rang ♪ why can't you be here? ♪ I called you ♪ but you didn't hear ♪ The phone rang ♪ why can't you be here? 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