Tryin' to save myself   von Jared_Padalecki
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Hey^^
Nya, ich kam mal wieder dazu, was neues zu schreiben. Wurde auch Zeit, wie ich
finde.
Diesmal hatte ich noch mehr Schwierigkeiten mit der Titelwahl als sonst.
Deshalb geht ein Dankeschön an mein Kätzchen (Jensen_Ackles) *knuddel* Sie hat
mir bei der Wahl geholfen^^


Tryin' to save myself

When I read your letter
Rage dominated me
Try to keep it, don’t know how 
Grief can hold down my heart

I don’t know what to do
But I know what you want me to
Oh how I wish for a change
But I’m so full of fear 

Your letter said I am worthless
Do not know my place
Have to obey your command
But I don’t want to anymore

The letter becomes wet
But soon it will burn
I won’t give in
Going to live my life on my own 

I won’t hear you, will ignore you
Like you didn't hear my questions
And ignored my pain 
Don’t give a fuck about you anymore

Try to keep the anger
But inside I just feel sorrow
When I see the happiness of others 
And all I can do is scream

And still I scream with a hoarse voice 
But nobody hears me
Why why why
I don’t know

I wonder why nobody notices
Or should I rather ask 
Why nobody cares
Tell me why they just care for themselves.

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